17th of August

Since when, my appearance flooded your empty heart. Since when, your appearance broken my frangible heart. Heart is the main terminal of human body. It leads the emotion to human everyday without fail. I attention your post on Facebook, then I starring on your profile, follow on click the 'See Relationship' button. Correct, these action mean how I missing you but cannot even partly occupied your mind, because you are who you are and I am who I am. I walked through your blog, read your new post, again and again. I found whatever post you written which related with me not more appear since few months ago. I stay calm to pretend nothing happen and not caring, but deepest in my heart was struggling that you never knew or may be my disguise too prefect. I drunk with vinegar when you too close with other people, that you know. You persuade me not to drink alcoholic because of worry about me, that I know. However, you walk closer and closer with them and I have to drink more and more to get your notice. Sadly, you don't even bother me and let me drunk in the middle of the night at roadside. Sometimes, I just need a ring or a text from you, that's all. I believe that you're not such busy until no time to send a text for vibrating my heart. Although you are not the reason for my respire or survive, but your appearance controlled a part my main terminal. Well, everyone have their own lifestyle, if you can't make it then I have nothing to say, because I got no rights to decide what you need to do, but just notify me that 'I'm no more available to you'. Therefore, I will just memory of the past, because we have no more future tense. Alone. =(

A-L-O-N-E = GIVE YOU FREEDOM & MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU. =|