24th of July

19th of May

may be you will wondering why I've been stopping myself on writing something here, may be not. It was too much of rules and regulations for life, do and don't, speak and mute, act and hold, x and y, z and a.. turn and turn. Everyone wish for a simple life, simple career and simple relationship. When you talk about simple, there's a value and it became to complicate. I dislike to criticise or lodge any complain but talk properly to beautiful the life. We suppose to be happy and appreciate everything which is surrounding us, example when you're dining in a restaurant, you're showing a sign for paying the bill but the service associate inviting you to the front counter for making the payment and it was stated before you stepped in, you should say 'I'm sorry, never notice of it' with a smile instead of 'I'm spending money in this restaurant, can't you just get me the bill' with poker face. In fact, this incident happened in front of me last week. I was shocked and took a compassion to the service associate in deeper of my heart, because I remembered a story that I read long time ago. "A college student born from a not pretty well family, she wanted to lighten her family burden so she found a service associate task in a semi-fine dinning restaurant. Due to she was over-protected by her mother, she never carry heavy things before, but the plate is too heavy especially those foods was prepared to be served. In a full-house evening, service associates were busying to serve the customers, same to her and she accidentally pour the soup to a lady. The lady screaming and wanting her to bare the cost of her beautiful evening grown, her couple was giving her a pair of helping hand and healed the unhappy mood of this lady by one story. Eventually, the lady apologised to the college student and given her few dollars of tips before leaving the restaurant. This college student successfully graduated from university and working in an international famous company. Mother's Day was coming and she brought her mother to dine in a restaurant, the service associate accidentally pour the soup towards her mother and her mother screaming at the service associate but stopped down by her. She told her mother, 'when I were a college student, I done this mistake and the customer chosen to forgive. Besides that, they still rewarded me few dollars. I believe your heart will be pained when I get scolded in public, right?' Her mother apologised with that service associate afterwards and given the service associate few dollars." This story is telling us to be kind with others, even unknown. Anyone may be live tougher than us. Therefore, when you're dinning in a restaurant, must be thankful to those who are serving you in front and behind, from service associates, chefs, bartenders, cleaners and boss. Without anyone of them, you're unable to be so relaxing and enjoying your breakfast, lunch, hi-tea, dinner or even supper in the restaurant seriously. AND YOU CANNOT BE ACTED SO HIGH CLASS TO ENJOY YOUR TEA OR COFFEE! =)

Thankful · Cheerful = Beautiful Life

16th of December

Everything came too fast, beyond of my control, therefore I'm tired. =( No matter working, education, personal and family stuffs, queueing-up and waiting for settle. I don't even care doomsday will be happened or not, just on my way, be myself, days still have to moving on, without a pause button, like DVD player. I viewed the transaction history for my cards, a long list = spend a lot but salary not very much so. Those juniors student came back to office and talked nonsense with me on few days ago, some of them are heading to Singapore for work soon, and I discovered some of them still remain the same, naughty with dirty brain. They need some bleach, may be. =D Anyway, I'm quite entertain those whoever coming to office and entertain me. LOOOOOLs.. I wish all of them, good luck, do what they wanna to do and be what they wanna to be. aiiks.. there's up and down for my degree education. Start from the beginning, the marketing consultant told me the duration for this course is one year or maximum to one year and quarter, due to they want do closing for university, delay my submission of theses, extend another quarter and talk with minor criticise in non-mannerly. Secondly, my supervisor wants me looking for assist from another lecturer for SPSS, because I don't know how to generate output and read those figure due to that lecturer who taught us, she doesn't even know the system well and student from degree and master attend together, she never mention this part for degree and another part for master, so everybody messed up. Therefore, I were heading to admin office and request for this. Luckily, they gave me a lecturer with contact number and e-mail as well. We communicated through mobile phone and he quite helpful, we decided to meet up at college after few days. Who knows, that bloody professor stopped me for meeting up with this lecturer and questioned 'Are you going to pay him?', I was shocked and blind in mind. After few questions, met up another marketing consultant, who is my classmate as well. She told me this lecturer is part-time one, but he expert in teaching the system. Regarding the permanent one, she doesn't even know how to teach, even needed this marketing consultant to teach her back. When the moment I reached admin office, the administrator told me the same story, and horribly want me admit this is my mistake instead of them, because they're still working there, must be get scolded badly by the professor. Administrator said will get back to me as soon as possible, none, and wasted two weeks for waiting, I called them in between. I was fed-up one time, the night before the corporate Christmas event start, another administrator told me professor said I didn't attend his theses lectures. Please, think twice and double check before you spread out the water on the floor. I done the thesis lecturer, even signed for every single lesson. I won't miss lesson, unless there's something very important. Continuously, she criticise me regarding the submission date. I don't think I'll recommend any of my friends to study or contact to this bloody hell college, low system and low quality control, because my classmates whoever failed one or two subjects, changed to pass due to closing again. The principal still encouraging me for another level - Master. I'm so sorry, your admins work like that, so excellent. aiiks.. my backside hit tv cabinet just now.. pain and what to do.. stay alive..

Please mind your own matters, otherwise just mute when other people handling it. =)

3rd of November

Silence, the most awful. I think my brain will out of control soon. JIT - Just It Time - Time Management - Management. From the deepest of my heart, pain and struggling. I don't know how youngsters communicate until my mood been ruined by them. In the beginning, I helped them and provided a deadline for completion of some matters, they never well controlled it and keep on postponing. Everyday I question her, she must throw back a word to me - Tomorrow each time. Nobody knows, my superior wants me to guide the unit, otherwise I won't be so busybody and step myself into the troublesome affair. The starting for the preparation of the event was late, everything must be quick, and those taking their own sweet time, enjoy themselves and rushing like hell when it was last minutes. You're the president, you must ensure the status of every single task, not we ask you and you tell me to question who and who. Please well practise yourself before step in the industry, learn how to compound everything and report. I viewed back those posts which I wrote and saved, never show up but now.. Open. 17th of August - 'Sometimes, we're helping people and never expect for any return, but that people give you a return with treating immorally in non-manner words and ways. I ain't owing you anything, and I felt my action was so stupid and cheaper-ing myself for expensive-ing yourself. DAMN PROBLEMATIC AHHHHHHH! Simplest respect also don't know, born to this world so many years already still learn nothing, shammy of you and please stay far from my way b*tch! Anyway, I hate argue and I weak in argue, but prefer talk properly. I keep on reminding myself, done my own business enough, don't bother the others, but that's a small part of my responsibility and I tried my best with experiences that I gained. In the end, my hotty face stick on yours freezing ass. =X' 27th of October - 'We're providing kind advises to them, wish they could done well with minor mistaken or learn from mistake, but excuses - 'tomorrow', and done nothing. I don't know is my personal expectation was too high or their quality of perception going worst. Tomorrow.. Tomorrow.. and Tomorrow.. recalled the poem from William Shakespeare. Such indolence attitude shouldn't happen in a group of people that who are working together, especially for a project.' Finally, I found out how much I unsatisfactory on you. Although I can't put myself on the genius of event management, but I able to scan out slight mistakes every single time, so call common sense and quality control. Friends and families told me, as long as that's right, just go ahead and don't bother of how others commenting on it. I was damn disappointed, irony exterior and fragile interior. Event is going to start in less than an hour, I haven't make myself well prepared to attend that dinner, because I'm not in the mood of participating the event. Hopefully, everything goes fine and everyone enjoy.

Nobody wants to be the meat in sandwiches, because it's hardly to breath. =)

17th of June

I don't know why I opened this blog tonight. TIRED - accompany my walk through the current life, working, class, assignment, business trip, and other unwanted matters. I missed the moment when everyone laugh together for a little small stuff. I missed you and I lost you, but I never controlled over you. I love being friend friend with friend friend. I love being cherished with the persons which we care each another. Life full of uncertainties, so I learnt to enjoy every single moment with every single people. I stressed by study and work; I stressed by the unknown; I stressed by myself and looked older and older, unlike a 21st guy. I love to spend the money own by myself, because that is what I work hard. I love to spend the money for purchasing some good items, for entertaining my beloved family members who are keep on supporting me behind. I love to spend the money for exploring food and beverage, because I want to enjoy the wow happiness for tasting it. I love to spend.. happiness on time instead of struggle. Therefore, I told myself, be what you wanted to be since you're still young and without burden. Haze attacked here, I felt so sad when I can't even see the Komtar Tower clearly. Hopefully it will turn fine in few days later. Result for second sem should coming out within two weeks time, quite nervous but useless, PASS or FAIL either one. College having a Bar Practical on past Friday, I drank mocktail, cocktail, white and red wine for free during working hours. I was thinking there's damn hard for getting such a good job that employee can consume alcoholic beverage during working hours. I appreciate the job.. I appreciate the college.. I appreciate the everything.. but I make bad sales after trying hard. =( relieveeeee..

Current Destination · GEORGETOWN, PENANG. Sweetest Home. =)

18th of February

ermm.. a little bit tension with new career, salesperson rawly. I hope March and April must have students, otherwise I don't know whether I able cross through the probation or not. LOLs.. Since the day I left PCGPS, those students keep on chatting with me on Facebook everyday and questioning me 'why you leave?', 'why you don't want teach us?', 'what kind of job are you doing?' and 'new computer teacher very fierce and we want you back!'. aiiks.. what should I do?! =S

Kwong Wah Daily Newspaper

The reporter used so bombastic words to describe me, Idol Teacher. LOLs.. I took it as a wonderful ending of my teaching life in school. Some students wanted my signature and some friends said I make them proud. By the way, I'm just do what should I do and never think of appearing in any news. Sometimes, I love to chat with them, because of simple and straight forward. It doesn't like adult can used very different channel of languages to send you a simple text with something hiding behind and let you feel annoyed. March is a devil month for me, exhibition at different places, submission of both assignments and also hitting the sales target. Friends are asking me why you don't want be computer teacher anymore and went to be Education Consultant like doing sales in Reliance College (Penang), it's more suffering than previous work. The main point for me, offer helping hands to those who worth to help, especially those who helped us before. Besides that, we must work with a good head who knows how to appreciate their staffs in order that they make us growth well and not press us down like I heard a story from my friend just now. She is a Marketing Consultant in college, when she hit the target, her head treating her very well and got whatever she applied. When there is low season and no sales, she received an e-mail which make her shocked. Famous company with double-sided head and semi-famous company with good head, which one you choose?! I chosen second one, certainly. I don't know how long I'll keep doing with this job, but I must try my best to do whatever I able to do. ermm.. I felt the sense of belonging sometimes, it likes my second home. LOLs.. When you love the job, everything not a problem and you don't like the job, even simple small thing, you will think it as big issue then make noise, mean you may find a new job and leave. I'm heading to Keat Hwa II, Alor Setar on next Wednesday, wish me luck! =)

Believe own senses, everything rights. =)

31st of January

January 2012 gone. I enjoyed this Chinese New Year better than last year, due to Chicken Pox. =) I went to so much places and met so much peoples but angpow not so much. =( I went to RED, Mois, Butterfly Farm, National Park, Toy Museum, Golden Screen Cinema and and and.. 

Yee Seng with friends at Sushi King, First Avenue

Ban

 Well, I left Penang Chinese Girls Primary School finally. I'm a ordinary human, there's cheating if I won't miss someone of them. I received an angpow from a student's mom, small card with signature and Kit-Kat from Australia brought from student on my last day. During these six months, like a honeymoon bonus for me. Although teaching isn't easy and tiring, but I like the way their smile, so pure and that's the reason I love to make them laugh. =D

Chan Chern & Ban

Cheah Liang & Ban

This school very less than ten male teachers. Chan Chern and Cheah Liang are unique teacher in school for me. Chan Chern teaches more than twenty years and he spent more than ten years in this school. Cheah Liang is the TIP-TOP sport teacher in school and I always remember 'I'll break your legs if not sit properly on chair!'. =D Few hours to go, I'm reporting to my new work with familiar environment, Reliance College (Penang) as Education Consultant. I don't know this is the good decision and way for me or not, but try better than just think and without action taken. From this moment onwards, no more '帅哥老师', no more 'Chor Ban老师',  'Ban Ban老师' and no more 'Handsome老师', only have 'Chor Ban'. My teaching journey quite fun, especially when I heard student said 'I Love You!' to me. HAHAHAHAHAAA! =D By the way, this is just the way they show how they like to attend my class and I felt so satisfaction with that. aiiks.. everything have a life cycle, no matter product or human life. I love my students and store it in my heart deeply. Start working with new job later, wish me luck! Sales come! Sales come! HENG ahhhhh! OMG ahhhhhh! HUAT ahhhhhhhh!  =)

BEST MOMENT · AUGUST 2011 - JANUARY 2012 @ PENANG CHINESE GIRLS PRIMARY SCHOOL. =D

16th of January

I went down to Kuala Lumpur last week with Biki, Ming Siang and Iris. The main event for that is celebrating Canice Choo's birthday, my sub event is purchasing clothes for coming Chinese New Year. I bought two bottles of Sticky, one for mine and another for grandparents, because they're sweet lover, even in car also have sweet. =)

CNY Look!

I almost bankrupt for shopping down there, luckily still have money for the days before CNY. =) What to say, I must grab something when I came back from there. LOLs.. I uploaded new profile picture on FB.

不再唱《月亮代表我的心》

Why is "不再唱《月亮代表我的心》" instead of "King of Gambler"?! Nobody knows. Actually it come from the lyrics "你问我爱你有多深… 我爱你有几分". The one who asking this question, he/she must love himself/herself then only qualified to question it. Students are attending my last computer class in my life from tomorrow onwards, therefore I downloaded some CNY's MV to entertain them. =) aiiks.. I left five days with them, my heart not made by rock, but this is the reality that I must leave them and continue my another journey. I don't know they will miss me or not, but I very sure that I must miss some of them and not everyone, especially those who never listening, making noise and ignoring my appearance. I'm waiting the offer letter from new job, please stay tuned for company and position. =S Deep Breath. Continue teaching for four days, enjoying holiday for nine days, teaching for one day again, holiday for one day again then start my new career with new company and the peoples that I familiar. =|

LIFE won't be UPSIDE DOWN without YOU! =D

29th of December

I done nothing today, just stay at living room and watching movies on PPStream with my laziness. =) I received a call from office, schedule been released and asked for last confirmation whether I continue teaching or not. Answered:- Nope but until the end of January, due to giving a period of time for looking new candidates. I don't know new company is hiring me or not, but through first interview completed and I'm extremely confident they must hire me, because I knew what their product and service very well. Anyway, I still have second interview. That's a loss in case they give up me, due to I so talented. LOLs.. so praising myself. =S I prepared my resume attached with lot certificates for this job and resignation letter for current job which I will submit it later on. I hope new job will bring me more excitement than current job. Ah Ban, All daa BEST! =D I met up Biki and Ming Siang at Starbucks, Gurney Tower just now. Three of us chit-chatting and gossiping as normal, this and that, that and this, that and that and this and this. HAHAHAHAAA! =D We could have many friends in our life, but we must have few friends which could really enjoy the happiness and sadness moment with you. Therefore, I learnt what is appreciation on what I'm having right here, right now. In my sense, working for money is right, but interested is more important than that. Interest = Happiness. If you work without interest, better resign instead of wasting your own time and making the professional of work decrease. My toy sleeping since Convocation until now. =( I hope I wanna bring my toy out during these few days, but nowhere to go, because this island is just that small like potato. aiiks.. going to Bukit Minyak for meeting on this coming Saturday, 31st of December still meeting, don't know will struck like hell or not, everyone just want to put their hands up. =S Of course, I'm a part of them who think too! =D

Future is a channel and Controller is in OUR HANDS! =)

28th of December

I'm here again. Freedom a bit for this week, but still need back to school and settle something. I met up with *somebody* at Old Town White Coffee at New World Park just now, the main reason is changing a new job. He said free to meet up, therefore I just worn short pant with slipper and he act as an interview. OMG! I felt so frustrated when he told me that he act this is an interview. =S Both of us talked a lot and gossiped not less too! HAHAHAHAHAAA! =D Anyway, he knew my character and what could I do for him and the organization, so THANKS for giving the opportunity to me, always! Regarding which job and who is that *somebody*, stay tuned and get the answer soon. At the same time, Ban really says BYEBYE to those naughty but funny children after January, if not mistaken I will start this job since February onwards with one month notice for the company to look for new candidates replacing my place. I didn't mention that current job is bad, but salary lower and working hours longer, therefore I got no choice then only GRAB the new opportunity. Through this job, I found how is the thinking of a primary student and reflect the problems in our actual life. Parents shouldn't over release their children until buy whatever they want. We should let the children know how to differentiate the hard and easy in life. By the way, I discovered the students were too no manners. I could be friendly and closely to everyone of you but it doesn't you can do whatever you want in front of me. Anyway, may be they're too young, I should be firm and not stepping over than line of teacher and student. =) Now, I'm leaving certainty. I wish everyone of them become more mature through lesson by lesson and great result in every single exams. aiiks.. keep in touch on Facebook! Time to clean my room and table for welcoming the 2012. New Year.. New Life.. New Attitude to face New Challengers! Ah Ban, YOU CAN! YOU CAN! YOU CAN! =D

Learn how to appreciate everyone who walked into my life, especially FAMILY. =)