22nd of August

昨天没有你… 今天没有你… 明天没有你… 未来没有你… 却如此的渴望拥有你。在人来人往的人群中，几千个几万个人，我们认识了彼此。 向来坚信时间将会证明一切的我，却禁不起岁月的摧残，坠入了万丈深谷。再怎么呐喊… 再怎么嘶喉… 也没有人得知。一个爱情故事，两个人；一段好友情怀，好多人。突然觉得“Fine”一字，就像“Never”一样，一旦使用后，话题再怎么继续讲下去，也没有意义，像一把锐利的长刀一剑穿心。小学生在休息节时，是如此的活跃，在草场上东奔西跳的，多单纯与纯真。但在现今的社会继续保持着这样的心态，会被人家占便宜或吃亏。爱情里的单纯与纯真，没有分出究竟是谁对谁错，只有爱与不爱。它就如一门在人生中最重要的必修课程，有人修得圆满毕业，也有人选择中途放弃或根本就不修而直接落榜。人生如戏剧，社会与爱情是舞台，每个人都是演员。有的人爱把自己看作生活中的主角，每个人都要围着他旋转；有的人爱把自己当作生活中的配角，喜欢把自己围着主角旋转；还有人把自己看作生活中的观众，视而不理的坐在那里看舞台剧；而那些对于命运不屈服的强者就把自己作为生活中的编导，主宰每一个点点以及滴滴。或许在行走的道路上我们会不由自主地去羡慕别人的生活，惊叹为什么别人会有如此出众的才华、会有如此独特魅力的外表与内在、会有如此的专业知识、会有一流的人际关系，但这一切并不是他们已生下来就已注定的，先天因素只是占据其中微小的一步部分，更重要的是后天生活中经过努力与坚持不懈得来的。之所以取得这样辉煌的成就是因为他们付出了比别人更多的精神、时间与汗水。每个人都是赤手来到这个世界，有的人成功，有的人失败都有各自的原因，但是机会与条件不会摆在每个人的面前，只有跳过条件，抓住机会，方可迈向成功。小学生上课的请安，让我回想到了你那一封封的请安简讯，相信再也无法收到了，因为你已把对于我的情怀，捐于大众。然而在你的大众榜之中，我已经是disqualified了…

对不起是一种真诚，没关系是一种风度。如果你付出了真诚，却得不到风度，那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗… =X

20th of August

Oh yeah! Saturday! I don't need report to work, because my teaching lesson from Monday to Friday only, unless Saturday got school. =D I felt this job quite suitable for me after taught for two days. Besides that those ginas are so mini and chubby, even tables and chairs in their classroom and canteen also the same. HAHA! A little bit pressure of this school because they been awarded Tip Top Primary School in Malaysia, therefore teachers must be Tip Top in qualification too. LOLs.. I ain't so Tip Top laaaa.. Whatever, just do what should I do, that's all. I went shoes store and purchased a pair of sport shoe for myself just now. BLACK COLOR! It looks very low key and cool. Stay tuned for photo. HAHA! Share readers a freehand artwork which drawn by my friend -> Mah Gim Li. Quite a long time never meet up with her in actual life but on Facebook! =D

Chor Ban

Thank a lot for this freehand artwork. I love it so much, seriously. August is going to end, September is coming and continue by October. Time flies. I left Traders Hotel, Penang more than one month for my internship. I miss those people that we laugh together, we're still connecting through Facebook, sharing news and recent movement. Few of us went to Redbox and sang nine hours until 3.00am. Aku belum experience macam ni before laaaaa.. You guys broke my record. Thanks! LOLs.. When wanna Redbox again?! =D I love the moment when everyone get together, laugh together and crazy together. Enjoyed & Tired! Everything planned nicely for future days. What I need to do is Step-by-Step! Then Step-to-Heaven! DIE! *TouchWood* -.-" Happy Birthday to 'Daddy Wong'! He deserved whatever school, teachers and students given to him, because he spent almost a huge part of his life teaching and assisting from a terrible school to famous school today. A great model for everyone to learn. Proud of him. =D

Strive for Future. Future in Hands. Hands decide Everything. Everything for Myself. =)

17th of August

Since when, my appearance flooded your empty heart. Since when, your appearance broken my frangible heart. Heart is the main terminal of human body. It leads the emotion to human everyday without fail. I attention your post on Facebook, then I starring on your profile, follow on click the 'See Relationship' button. Correct, these action mean how I missing you but cannot even partly occupied your mind, because you are who you are and I am who I am. I walked through your blog, read your new post, again and again. I found whatever post you written which related with me not more appear since few months ago. I stay calm to pretend nothing happen and not caring, but deepest in my heart was struggling that you never knew or may be my disguise too prefect. I drunk with vinegar when you too close with other people, that you know. You persuade me not to drink alcoholic because of worry about me, that I know. However, you walk closer and closer with them and I have to drink more and more to get your notice. Sadly, you don't even bother me and let me drunk in the middle of the night at roadside. Sometimes, I just need a ring or a text from you, that's all. I believe that you're not such busy until no time to send a text for vibrating my heart. Although you are not the reason for my respire or survive, but your appearance controlled a part my main terminal. Well, everyone have their own lifestyle, if you can't make it then I have nothing to say, because I got no rights to decide what you need to do, but just notify me that 'I'm no more available to you'. Therefore, I will just memory of the past, because we have no more future tense. Alone. =(

A-L-O-N-E = GIVE YOU FREEDOM & MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU. =|

15th of August

Hi! I'm coming back again. =) Special mention here that I attended 'Daddy Casey Wong' Retirement Party! So happy and exciting.

Formal Ceremony

Tea-Time

Cheeseeeeeee

We love PEACE!

PEACE again?! HAHA!

been focused.. =)

Daddy Wong with Ban =D

Group Photo in Formal

Hang Ming and Ban

Funny Face~!

Yeap Mei Xue! You have to SING!

Balloon Ban

Miss You Guys! =(

Feel Free to DATE!

Another Funny Face! HAHAHAHAHAA!

=)

Ghossy Ghossy

Adult with Underage!

Scream as loud as we can!

Yummmmmmmmmm~ Sheng!

I'm still holding the microphone.. singing.. HAHA!

Group Photo

Ahhhhh! What a great weekend I had! It's so meaningful and enjoyable! Superb grand ceremony in the morning and unbelievable crazy at night. We booked whole indoor section of Coffee Island and rockin' the bass! Of course, we paid a lot and enough covers only can do such crazy thing. DJ played few clubbing songs like Boomerang by Akon, Club Can't Handle Me by Flo Rida, On The Floor by Jennifer Loqez, Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO and more. Everyone shake their body and it likes clubbing but short of lighting management. HAHAHAHAA! UNDERAGE! After that few of us went to RED drink herbal tea. Busy for looking jobs for past few days but found a job which most suitable for me is Computer Tutor, teaching primary school students. That's mean I become to be a Teacher! Please address me as Teacher Ch'ng! =D Teaching computer is a easy job for me seriously but the challenge is.. students. Everyone young before, we should know how naughty of primary students. Hopefully I won't bully them instead of they bully me. HAHA! Although the salary is not achieve to what I expected, but I decided to accept it because of working hours quite suitable for me to do my own stuffs. 'Si Gina, lu ka wa diam-diam!' HAHAHAHAA! I never dream that I will become a Tutor one day, damn excited man! School Holiday = My Holiday! Public Holiday = My Holiday! Year End School Holiday = My Holiday! I could shaking my both legs and hands even head at home for these holidays then still collecting my low low salary! HAHAHAHAHAAA! How nice is it?! LOLs.. 'You' are near, but heart was flying far from my way. No news.. No text.. No call.. even consideration.. may be this is the preview that you want to show me. Whatever, just go ahead as what you prefer that we're no more close and tight to each other anytime, anymore. We're coming from different planet in the beginning and met up in this earth then turn back to origin. Anyhow, we're human being, I cannot be cold-blooded like an animal without feeling and jealous. I just needed few days to release my ignorance regarding these. Please FORGET about my appearance in your mind.

Been trained not to cry but bleeding in inner-heart that no one will discover. ='(

5th of August

宁静的星期五深夜，睡不着，或许应该是星期六的凌晨，突然间想通了一些东西。别人的疼爱，也许是幸福，但过度疼爱，将变成溺爱而产生了依靠。我就是我，让自己放纵到星期天。星期一，要使自己振作起来，加油！等下就是Casey的退休仪式，很多学生都很敬爱他，因为他的为人直爽，思想年轻，而且又是一位对于科技又不落伍的老人家，蛮IN几下的。=) 他就酱退休了，唯一能够做的就是祝福他。老人家最重要的是无病无痛，所以我就在此祝福他“身体健康”。身体健康，什么东西都能够做，要生孩子都能，哈哈哈哈！很多事情就像手中沙，抓得越紧，失去越多，所以凡是都顺其自然，以平常人的平常心去对待，方可对于自己有所交待。时间，过得还满快，现在已经八月了，再多几个月就要迎接2012的到来，紧接着就是世界末日。LOLs… 如果还有明天，你会怎么样？！如果没有明天，你又会怎么样？！对于本人而言，没有怎么样，就是这么样，因为当某件事情发生的时候是无法提早预防的，所以只能够这么样。今年的12月31日，对于心情究竟是如何以及和谁一起渡过，突然有了一种无奈的期待，无聊！也许人生真的是要充满了一份简单的期待心情，那么日子方可非行尸走肉般的过。目前，期待的是人生中只有几次的毕业典礼，虽然是贵了一些，但依然希望大家能够出席，分享这一份喜悦。悠闲的生活，不适合我，所以这几天差一点就拿面线来上吊自杀或拿豆腐撞头。读书的时光，是多么的美好，但我不后悔，因为我已认认真真地体验过。接下来的日子要比之前来得更加的精彩！=）

存在 · 可有可无，酱就没有必要再给彼此特地联系，谢谢！=X