29th of December

I done nothing today, just stay at living room and watching movies on PPStream with my laziness. =) I received a call from office, schedule been released and asked for last confirmation whether I continue teaching or not. Answered:- Nope but until the end of January, due to giving a period of time for looking new candidates. I don't know new company is hiring me or not, but through first interview completed and I'm extremely confident they must hire me, because I knew what their product and service very well. Anyway, I still have second interview. That's a loss in case they give up me, due to I so talented. LOLs.. so praising myself. =S I prepared my resume attached with lot certificates for this job and resignation letter for current job which I will submit it later on. I hope new job will bring me more excitement than current job. Ah Ban, All daa BEST! =D I met up Biki and Ming Siang at Starbucks, Gurney Tower just now. Three of us chit-chatting and gossiping as normal, this and that, that and this, that and that and this and this. HAHAHAHAAA! =D We could have many friends in our life, but we must have few friends which could really enjoy the happiness and sadness moment with you. Therefore, I learnt what is appreciation on what I'm having right here, right now. In my sense, working for money is right, but interested is more important than that. Interest = Happiness. If you work without interest, better resign instead of wasting your own time and making the professional of work decrease. My toy sleeping since Convocation until now. =( I hope I wanna bring my toy out during these few days, but nowhere to go, because this island is just that small like potato. aiiks.. going to Bukit Minyak for meeting on this coming Saturday, 31st of December still meeting, don't know will struck like hell or not, everyone just want to put their hands up. =S Of course, I'm a part of them who think too! =D

Future is a channel and Controller is in OUR HANDS! =)

28th of December

I'm here again. Freedom a bit for this week, but still need back to school and settle something. I met up with *somebody* at Old Town White Coffee at New World Park just now, the main reason is changing a new job. He said free to meet up, therefore I just worn short pant with slipper and he act as an interview. OMG! I felt so frustrated when he told me that he act this is an interview. =S Both of us talked a lot and gossiped not less too! HAHAHAHAHAAA! =D Anyway, he knew my character and what could I do for him and the organization, so THANKS for giving the opportunity to me, always! Regarding which job and who is that *somebody*, stay tuned and get the answer soon. At the same time, Ban really says BYEBYE to those naughty but funny children after January, if not mistaken I will start this job since February onwards with one month notice for the company to look for new candidates replacing my place. I didn't mention that current job is bad, but salary lower and working hours longer, therefore I got no choice then only GRAB the new opportunity. Through this job, I found how is the thinking of a primary student and reflect the problems in our actual life. Parents shouldn't over release their children until buy whatever they want. We should let the children know how to differentiate the hard and easy in life. By the way, I discovered the students were too no manners. I could be friendly and closely to everyone of you but it doesn't you can do whatever you want in front of me. Anyway, may be they're too young, I should be firm and not stepping over than line of teacher and student. =) Now, I'm leaving certainty. I wish everyone of them become more mature through lesson by lesson and great result in every single exams. aiiks.. keep in touch on Facebook! Time to clean my room and table for welcoming the 2012. New Year.. New Life.. New Attitude to face New Challengers! Ah Ban, YOU CAN! YOU CAN! YOU CAN! =D

Learn how to appreciate everyone who walked into my life, especially FAMILY. =)

27th of December

Finally, 2011 is coming to the end and 2012 is going to begin. 2011 is the most changes year for me, beginning of January, I have been confirmed with chicken pox and postponed my intern, became the last student from my batch to attend intern. Follow on, six months intern training at Traders Hotel (Penang), found some friends which we're still contact each other now and had a very great moment with them. Next, changed few jobs and became a Computer Tutor in Penang Chinese Girl's Primary School. Hooo.. students are very naughty and talkative, not like my old time at all! I was a good student in primary school although I don't have great result. Besides that, I was an athlete who collected few medals and trophies during sport day and state competition. =) Never forget, awarded the Best Perfect in school! LOLs.. PAST TENSE. Enjoyable primary and secondary school timesss. I registered with Olympia College for degree course on September and class started on October. What I can say is.. Degree is not easyyy. =S I don't know I could pass both exams and assignments or not, but everything submitted already. *PRAY* I don't like the lecturer who taught me Operation Management personally, because he never ever help a student seriously and wasted his time, the student is me. He told everyone that he will assist us for assignment, can e-mail to him once completed for checking. Therefore, I sent and he keep on delaying my assignment some more last minute only help me write on some subtitles like Introduction, Company Background, Analysis and Summary something like that. I told him that please ensure the information that I searched are correct, because I have no any experience with manufacturing industry, so I have no idea with that totally. aiiks.. quite disappointed with this case happened. =( I done this paper in exam completely and correctly, but *TOUCHWOOD* assignment failed, exam passed, equal whole paper failed. What could I do is just.. *PRAY* to the God! Anyway, I hope next year must be better than this year! Cheers..

the day before year-end's school holiday begins

Fresh Graduates

I have fabulous convocation in my life. I'm the only one students who go up and down the stage, the most. Thanks to Anthony and college given me this opportunity to deliver a short speech during the event. =) I'm not a TOP STUDENT but crazy active! LOLs.. By the way, I want say a big thank you to my family members and I made them proud through their support. I LOVE THEM! Muackexz! I will recall the memory of convocation and the moment when meeting up with friends as my ending of 2011, it's sweet, always.

I wish everything must be better than this year in the brand new year. Message sent! =)

16th of December

Degree isn't my standard, it's harder than Diploma. I was trying my best on doing both assignments without stepping out of my home, unless for meals. I was so stressing with it due to I don't even know how to do or what should do to those assignments. I'm damn worry, but my friend just told me take a short time to release, because my brain was jammed terribly. Stress and tension. My brain no more multi-function. I done halfway and sent e-mail to lecturer and asked 'how should I continue with these?!', because I lost and felt helpless. I don't know my life is too busy or I become lazy, may be both?! Degree is what I want?! No. That is what we need in the cruel life. You cannot say I'm too negative thinking, because all the friends around me are taking Degree course, I could say at least two hundred of my secondary school friends. Degree holder could be found anytime and anywhere, like some people said 'on the street'. I will feel myself so hopeless if I fail to do that. =( I need a guide anyway. I have a fantastic crazy thinking these few days, go and learn mixing, scratching and beat juggling, learn how to produce music with my own beat then to be somebody in the club. LOLs.. By the way, I feel this job is full of fun and entertainment but unacceptable and impossible happen in my life. I found out one academic which having this course and they provide job replacement after that. *STOP* Please allow me to scream here.. Ahhhhhhh! I don't like last and coming Christmas! I wanna FREEDOM and without any BURDEN!  Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!  Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!  Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Chor Ban, please wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up!  Wake up! Sorry, just too tension.. ")

Dear Loveliest Santa Clause:- Only one in my wishlist, PASS the PAPER. Nothing more. Thanks! =)

29th of November

Hello to dusty blog. =( I'm so damn busy when I was not posting anything here. In expectation, I bought a DSLR before Convocation - Canon 600D. Actually I expect to purchase Canon 550D instead of Canon 600D, but the price different few hundreds only, so change to the most latest model currently, because Canon 650D may be launch few months later. =| I'm not in a such good condition recently, sick up to ten days still cannot recover. Convocation is coming, I have been selected to represent my college for giving a short graduation speech on stage. Speech sent to college already, but never get reply from headquarters yet. I'm worrying with my sickness that may cause my speech unable to present smoothly. Can anyone share me the solution for recovering from cough?! I met up with doctor and done whatever medicine that he gave, condition still the same but more serious. =( Left few days to Convocation, I wish everything be fine. I'm going to Kuala Lumpur with flight on early morning of Friday, hope the moment before I step into the flight, no more sickness on my body. *Pray* =) Exams is coming after the Convocation, Tuesday is Quality Management and Thursday is Operation Management, I don't have any idea for both assignments which deadline falls on the day before Christmas -> 24th of December 2011. Quite torturing man! Feel want to give up during these few days, but Degree holders could be found out easily from the street, what about Diploma holders?! I'm not playing down with Diploma holders, just this is the realistic of life. D= aiiks.. I hope to PASS for this Degree, never put such high expectation on it. I know which level should I stand. I have plenty of moods to release, but no way, because I don't have so many energies. How if.. How if.. How if STOP DAY-DREAMING and FIND OUT the SOLUTION for the QUESTION?! It must be awesome. =D

Wishing for a simple but fabulous Christmas. =)

25th of October

About two weeks never update my blog. Actually I tried but wrote halfway and removed, because I don't have  such time to recall my brain and update something here. Anyway, I have such time to recall and update at here finally. =) The most memorable recent happening is my DV6 from Vista Home Premium switched to Window 7 Enterprise, new look and even faster than previous. I love it extremely, thank a lot to Vincent Tan who spent time for helping me. =D Next on is working, one of the Computer Tutor who teaching same school with me but only teach for afternoon session went for surgery and she doesn't want to continue teaching in this school already. Some other tutors and me forced to handle over her classes. Besides that, I'm helping her to cover back the classes where students missed like went for visitation, competition or something else. Quite tiring even go to gents also must run, because students are shouting from the third floor in front of my computer lab when they arrived, of course I scolded them badly! HAHAHAHAHAA! =D I can claim more than RM200.00 for this coming meeting on Saturday! Hurrrrrray! RM7.00/hour for OT, so you can imagine how many hours I done! =) What an unbreathable month for me, OT teaching non-stop, study, entertainment and relaxation. I'm still the same, went to OT, RED and supper. I supper with SingYong on Sunday's night at Hong Kong Coffee Shop, Macalister Road and Cheah Liang on Monday's night at McDonald, Greenlane. Cheah Liang is a teacher who teaching same school with me, surname Lee. He is a sport teacher in school, not very old actually but has a eight months baby. He shared a lot of whatever happening in school so amazing till unbelievable! HAHAHAHAHAA! We have a good talk. FELL FREE can SUPPER again. =) Students very hard to control lately, because they done their final year exam already, like monkeys escaped from the cage. HAHA! My life is just quite tough for this month, hopefully everything MUST go fine for next month and convocation is nearing! My face grew few pimples. =X I spent my time on movies non-stop since woke up until an hour ago. Eyes blar blar blur already but still updating my blog, becauseeeee.. about two weeks bo update liao maaa.. =D HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

LIFE is a JOKE, I JOKE. LOVE is a JOKE, I DON'T JOKE. =)

9th of October

Too many stories recently until don't know how to start writing for this dusty blog. =( I'm still the same, went to RED and OverTime once a week but accept last week, because I was too tired until lazy to drive out after reached home. Share some photos here, which taken for Tze Ern's Farewell and the scene before she been to Japan at Penang International Airport.

 Group Photo

 Black & White

Souvenir to her before heading to Japan

She left us and currently in Japan. What can we do just blessing her deeply. Marking of quiz papers were completed within one week time but other tutors more slowly than me, may be they have their own family to take care and I'm just very single. However, single is better in freedoms but feel lonely sometimes. Started my degree course with Olympia College finally, felt quite tiring because cannot suit the time yet, but beginning always is harder, I must step over these. =) This is a busy month for me, I hope I could go through it smoothly and very excited to welcoming November, YEAR-END SCHOOL HOLIDAY! School teacher enjoy the same holidays with students have. =D Another 56 days to arrive 4th of December, Convocation for Diploma in Hospitality & Tourism by Reliance College which held at J.W.Marriot, Kuala Lumpur. What a memorable money wasting period. LOLs.. I wanna shopping crazily over there! HAHAHAHAHAA! =D But I don't want get broke. =( aiiks.. Sunday again. I love Friday more than Saturday and Sunday, because when its Friday, you still have two days to relax.. when its Saturday, we left one day to stay at home then continue work on the day after next. =( Tak apalah! As long as I'm still alive and enjoy my life. Hey, si ginas.. see kamu semua lagi tomorrow! =D

Everything keep on changing, but my heart still remain the same on somethings that I care seriously. =)

21st of September

I just attended another farewell again, friends are queue-up leaving this island one-by-one. Separation may be sad but wish them best of luck for future. =) Forgot to mention Xue Wei and Mei Ling here, both of them brought me their Taiping's Speciality for me on past Sunday night. Three of us went to Mamak Stall and met an abnormal heavy rain, we sat at open air area. LOLs.. Changed a classic old song for my blog, my childhood. =)

What's Up by 4 Non Blondes

Twenty-five years I'm alive here still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination

I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar.

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's going on?

And I say: HEY! yeah yeaaah, HEY yeah yea
I said hey, what's going on?

And I say: HEY! yeah yeaaah, HEY yeah yea
I said hey, what's going on?

ooh, ooh ooooooooooooooooh
ooh, ooh ooooooooooooooooh

and I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time, in this institution

And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray all sanctity
For a revolution.

And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's going on?

And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?

And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?

And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?

And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?

ooh, ooh ooooooooooooooooh ooooooooooooooooh

Twenty-five years I'm alive here still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
for a destination
mmh mh

I heard this song sung by live band at RED and OverTime few times, therefore I decided to search this song as my blog music, hope everyone will like it too but without force. =D Working earlier than normal hour tomorrow, which is 8.10am because I need to make up the lesson students missed for some reasons like competitions, visitations to other places something like that. =( Happy Teaching tomorrow, today is Wednesday, the day after tomorrow is Friday! Cheers for weekends.. but a lot of quiz papers waiting for me.. LOLs..

Please fulfill my empty heart. =)

20th of September

Happy Birthday to Mummy! Thanks for be with me these twenty years, I hope it could be more and more twenty years that we spend together, although you're very noisy sometimes. HAHA! I found out this image few days ago that we captured at El Case Wine & Dine Restaurant and tagged everyone in their own Facebook. No one knows when we can meet up in this restaurant again. Hope it's very soon but impossible.

Best of Luck to Each of You

EMO extremely last whole Saturday, locked myself in my room, no breakfast, no lunch but dinner only and replaying the musics that you like and both of us heard together before. Its so sad! My heart couldn't support of that feeling. I tried to make my tear drop and just discovered that I don't know how to cry. When is my last tear drop?! I became stronger?! LOLs.. I'm lost! I miss the moments when we're together and how you take care of me, but I don't know what you think recently.

Working Lifestyle

I believe this is how working adult mood for weekdays. Everyday think of Friday, because we may enjoy and fully relax ourselves during weekends. I could find out myself only on weekends. Who wants with me for this coming Saturday night?! If there is nobody then I just stay at home and marking Computer Quiz paper. LOLs.. Weekends also need to work, because everything last minute and limited time to us. aiiks.. I got twenty-three classes man! Just imagine twenty students in one class, four hundreds and sixty pieces of quiz paper, but impossible only twenty students in one class, it could be thirty-eight.. thirty-nine or more than forty students. About one thousand quiz paper queue-up waiting for me, prepared two red pens to settle it, don't know enough or not. LOLs.. After marked the paper, we still have to add-on another coursework mark which is forty percent, because theory only sixty percent. Then, meeting with other tutors to find out the top students for award. Everything must done within one week time. Impossible also must try to make it becomes possible. What daaaa school~! HAHA! Standard Six students are very noisy and naughty, but very funny and speechless sometime. One guy from Standard Six came and asked me today, "Teacher, what brand of undergarment are you wearing now?! I wear..." OMG~! Ah Boy! I'm teaching Computer ahhhh~! I'm not undergarment seller and you're not the people who doing undergarment survey! I just gave him an action, ignore and continue my talk! Tuesday is the most busy and tired day for me as I mentioned at here before, an hour teaching then twenty minutes break time same with student and continue five hours one shot without stop until 3.30pm. Primary school student may be very naughty but they're just pure and innocence.

Time won't wait You. DO what you wanna to DO. BE what you wanna to BE. Love Life.

16th of September

I been to OverTime and RED few times when I was not posting anything since last post on 7th September 2011. From half pine of Starker became one pine of Starker; From two glasses of beer became uncountable glasses of beer. 

Starker @ OverTime

We been to OverTime and RED last night, ordered one pine of Starker and sharing two buckets of beer. I forgot how much of beer I drank, because Ben just kept on refilling my glass before it emptied. SingYong, June, Biki, Ben, Ming Siang and me enjoyed the night with live band at RED, we sat in front of them. =) Hang Ming, Tze Ern, Gaik Theng, Chee Theng, Ming Han and me went to El Casa Wine & Dine for our farewell dinner and birthday celebration for Chee Theng in advance. Hang Ming going back to Johor Bharu tomorrow, Tze Ern heading to Japan next month, both Gaik Theng and Chee Theng short holiday going to end and many things come to me very soon. This is the last dinner before everyone continue their own journey and don't know when only can get together again. Wish.. brighter future for everyone.

Mushroom Soup & White House Wine

Charcoal Grilled Hawaiian Chicken

 After that, we heading to that place I also don't know how to describe, just the smoke smell very strong. Again, one bucket and three or four persons drinking only. I never face the situation like currently, so confusing. I like.. I love.. but you're no longer to spread your care for me to receive. I do if cigarette and high contain alcohol able to let the mind redure thinking of you. I do.. I do.. I do.. to do many things just to forget you because you're not caring of me anymore. Sorry.

LIFE STILL LIFE. DRINK STILL DRINK.