18th of November

Ermm... I come back and report myself at here again. Everything run as usual, go to college, work and exam. aiiks~ the election between students to vote and from up a new Student Relation Committee organized yesterday and I get elected as President. I don't want to be the President seriously, may be you all place me as a small character in other section, I'm still can accept. My result can let me continue study Form Six at my secondary school. Why I never choose to continue study?! It was because I don't want to be the double President as St.John and Science & Mathematics Society anymore. Besides that, I can't imagine myself to study in Form Six. I escaped from Heng Ee High School, but I can't escape myself in this college. So many students voted me, Ai Ling said that I break the vote record, the highest votes. Are you all think I'm suitable to handle this position?! I told myself since the first day I stepped in this college, I just want to pay fully concentration on my study journey, don't let myself to drop down the trap formed by God. To develop a simplest activity, planning, organizing, leading and controlling is needed, so call Management. Management was my first subject in my college. While Anthony lecturing, I recall about my curriculum life, it was helped me become more easier to understand in this subject. If I never get The Best Leader award in OLDP, everything will be different now. I've to face the real life about this position. It made me moody for a whole night already. Some more Shaun dropped a wall post on my Facebook to congratulate me about this position, my college principle Anthony commented on it. I don't know how should I reply on it. Chill~ Refresh myself and I found a few consequences if I decided to drop down this position. First, our college will be non-stop of organizing for another elections, like the government now, no system. Second, nobody got time to plan activity because of these elections. Third, relationship between students and students will become in an unstable status, extremely awful. So, I gave up the decision to pass away this position and replied the wall post after have a common talk with him in his office. I don't know this is a right way or a wrong way and don't want to elaborate it anymore, just try my best and do it. Now is the time to STOP the struggle in my heart and START to deep fry my little small brain with grape seed oil. Hmmm... so healthy~

Students, I can't make any promise that everything will be perfect, but I'll just try my best...