21st of August

During these few days, I was so busy. Busying with my friends, college and working matter. I was forgot when is it, my working office was gave a personal ID for me finally. It should be happy, because you got a small trust from them at least. From my sight, it wasn't so great with me. Once I got the ID, they will always asking the agent to inform me for work. I'm a guy who wants to get the experience and not looking for a permanent jobs over there. Got a new ID, that's mean any mistakes if I did it, computer there will be shown on my ID. The first day when she gave me, I did so many mistakes and made my ID auto log-off. Oh my god! It's fine, she unlocks the ID for me. I dislike this job, every time when I'm going to there, needed 10 minutes more, is Okkie to me. But, once I arrived that office and walk into, such like a machine that working without stop. Facing the screen, checking the digits. Some of the handwriting cheque, is totally not a human being can read it and making correction. So, I press F6 to skip when I faced these types of problem. Wish they don't ask the agent to sms me again. I don't want to be a machine, I'm Ãĥ ßäń® !! I went to Bayan Lepas for a short briefing morning yesterdat for my working area today. Brief nothing else and wasting my time there. After that, reached to college which located at Abu Siti Lane for the performance training. I don't like to dance and I'm not interest and being basic with dance actually. I felt that will be to bring the disgrace on myself, because I dislike to dance, and how can I learn it well?! Continuously, I went to work until 7 something near to 8pm. My friend, who was sicked and needed my help, so when I was back from my work, print out the documents and sent to his house, which is Farlim last night. ~Tired~ Came back to my room, such parts of my body was paining because of dancing especially my both hands and lay down on the floor about half an hour without any movement like a dead body. My mind is telling me, pay concentrate on my study, and don't care about the dance anymore and my conscience is asking me to give cooperative spirit to achieve the goals. I'm suffering between these questions. For the singing section, Lih Shyh has arranged, I noticed something was wrong with that files she sent, changed some of that, see whether when I free just continues to do it. Slide show there, I've the ideas and ways that I want to present, but I was worrying some of my classmates don't want to pay on some cooperate. Why my college life is so tough?! It makes me so crazy. For the office working today, a word can explain already, is 'bored'. I'm only the one at the ground floor sales and marketing reception and the air-cond is accompanying me. LOL~ want to sleep jOr... For the lunch break, went to the nearest coffee shop to have a Chicken Rice+Char siau+Rice(S), curry puff(L) and beverage is apple juice+asam. So crazy I'm for lunch today. When I'm sitting there, some of guys are looking at me. swt" Never see a young guy wearing formal before?!

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I just want to take a short break for my mental and physical.