Saturday, November 3, 2012

3rd of November

Silence, the most awful. I think my brain will out of control soon. JIT - Just It Time - Time Management - Management. From the deepest of my heart, pain and struggling. I don't know how youngsters communicate until my mood been ruined by them. In the beginning, I helped them and provided a deadline for completion of some matters, they never well controlled it and keep on postponing. Everyday I question her, she must throw back a word to me - Tomorrow each time. Nobody knows, my superior wants me to guide the unit, otherwise I won't be so busybody and step myself into the troublesome affair. The starting for the preparation of the event was late, everything must be quick, and those taking their own sweet time, enjoy themselves and rushing like hell when it was last minutes. You're the president, you must ensure the status of every single task, not we ask you and you tell me to question who and who. Please well practise yourself before step in the industry, learn how to compound everything and report. I viewed back those posts which I wrote and saved, never show up but now.. Open. 17th of August - 'Sometimes, we're helping people and never expect for any return, but that people give you a return with treating immorally in non-manner words and ways. I ain't owing you anything, and I felt my action was so stupid and cheaper-ing myself for expensive-ing yourself. DAMN PROBLEMATIC AHHHHHHH! Simplest respect also don't know, born to this world so many years already still learn nothing, shammy of you and please stay far from my way b*tch! Anyway, I hate argue and I weak in argue, but prefer talk properly. I keep on reminding myself, done my own business enough, don't bother the others, but that's a small part of my responsibility and I tried my best with experiences that I gained. In the end, my hotty face stick on yours freezing ass. =X' 27th of October - 'We're providing kind advises to them, wish they could done well with minor mistaken or learn from mistake, but excuses - 'tomorrow', and done nothing. I don't know is my personal expectation was too high or their quality of perception going worst. Tomorrow.. Tomorrow.. and Tomorrow.. recalled the poem from William Shakespeare. Such indolence attitude shouldn't happen in a group of people that who are working together, especially for a project.' Finally, I found out how much I unsatisfactory on you. Although I can't put myself on the genius of event management, but I able to scan out slight mistakes every single time, so call common sense and quality control. Friends and families told me, as long as that's right, just go ahead and don't bother of how others commenting on it. I was damn disappointed, irony exterior and fragile interior. Event is going to start in less than an hour, I haven't make myself well prepared to attend that dinner, because I'm not in the mood of participating the event. Hopefully, everything goes fine and everyone enjoy.

Nobody wants to be the meat in sandwiches, because it's hardly to breath. =)