16th of December

Everything came too fast, beyond of my control, therefore I'm tired. =( No matter working, education, personal and family stuffs, queueing-up and waiting for settle. I don't even care doomsday will be happened or not, just on my way, be myself, days still have to moving on, without a pause button, like DVD player. I viewed the transaction history for my cards, a long list = spend a lot but salary not very much so. Those juniors student came back to office and talked nonsense with me on few days ago, some of them are heading to Singapore for work soon, and I discovered some of them still remain the same, naughty with dirty brain. They need some bleach, may be. =D Anyway, I'm quite entertain those whoever coming to office and entertain me. LOOOOOLs.. I wish all of them, good luck, do what they wanna to do and be what they wanna to be. aiiks.. there's up and down for my degree education. Start from the beginning, the marketing consultant told me the duration for this course is one year or maximum to one year and quarter, due to they want do closing for university, delay my submission of theses, extend another quarter and talk with minor criticise in non-mannerly. Secondly, my supervisor wants me looking for assist from another lecturer for SPSS, because I don't know how to generate output and read those figure due to that lecturer who taught us, she doesn't even know the system well and student from degree and master attend together, she never mention this part for degree and another part for master, so everybody messed up. Therefore, I were heading to admin office and request for this. Luckily, they gave me a lecturer with contact number and e-mail as well. We communicated through mobile phone and he quite helpful, we decided to meet up at college after few days. Who knows, that bloody professor stopped me for meeting up with this lecturer and questioned 'Are you going to pay him?', I was shocked and blind in mind. After few questions, met up another marketing consultant, who is my classmate as well. She told me this lecturer is part-time one, but he expert in teaching the system. Regarding the permanent one, she doesn't even know how to teach, even needed this marketing consultant to teach her back. When the moment I reached admin office, the administrator told me the same story, and horribly want me admit this is my mistake instead of them, because they're still working there, must be get scolded badly by the professor. Administrator said will get back to me as soon as possible, none, and wasted two weeks for waiting, I called them in between. I was fed-up one time, the night before the corporate Christmas event start, another administrator told me professor said I didn't attend his theses lectures. Please, think twice and double check before you spread out the water on the floor. I done the thesis lecturer, even signed for every single lesson. I won't miss lesson, unless there's something very important. Continuously, she criticise me regarding the submission date. I don't think I'll recommend any of my friends to study or contact to this bloody hell college, low system and low quality control, because my classmates whoever failed one or two subjects, changed to pass due to closing again. The principal still encouraging me for another level - Master. I'm so sorry, your admins work like that, so excellent. aiiks.. my backside hit tv cabinet just now.. pain and what to do.. stay alive..

Please mind your own matters, otherwise just mute when other people handling it. =)

3rd of November

Silence, the most awful. I think my brain will out of control soon. JIT - Just It Time - Time Management - Management. From the deepest of my heart, pain and struggling. I don't know how youngsters communicate until my mood been ruined by them. In the beginning, I helped them and provided a deadline for completion of some matters, they never well controlled it and keep on postponing. Everyday I question her, she must throw back a word to me - Tomorrow each time. Nobody knows, my superior wants me to guide the unit, otherwise I won't be so busybody and step myself into the troublesome affair. The starting for the preparation of the event was late, everything must be quick, and those taking their own sweet time, enjoy themselves and rushing like hell when it was last minutes. You're the president, you must ensure the status of every single task, not we ask you and you tell me to question who and who. Please well practise yourself before step in the industry, learn how to compound everything and report. I viewed back those posts which I wrote and saved, never show up but now.. Open. 17th of August - 'Sometimes, we're helping people and never expect for any return, but that people give you a return with treating immorally in non-manner words and ways. I ain't owing you anything, and I felt my action was so stupid and cheaper-ing myself for expensive-ing yourself. DAMN PROBLEMATIC AHHHHHHH! Simplest respect also don't know, born to this world so many years already still learn nothing, shammy of you and please stay far from my way b*tch! Anyway, I hate argue and I weak in argue, but prefer talk properly. I keep on reminding myself, done my own business enough, don't bother the others, but that's a small part of my responsibility and I tried my best with experiences that I gained. In the end, my hotty face stick on yours freezing ass. =X' 27th of October - 'We're providing kind advises to them, wish they could done well with minor mistaken or learn from mistake, but excuses - 'tomorrow', and done nothing. I don't know is my personal expectation was too high or their quality of perception going worst. Tomorrow.. Tomorrow.. and Tomorrow.. recalled the poem from William Shakespeare. Such indolence attitude shouldn't happen in a group of people that who are working together, especially for a project.' Finally, I found out how much I unsatisfactory on you. Although I can't put myself on the genius of event management, but I able to scan out slight mistakes every single time, so call common sense and quality control. Friends and families told me, as long as that's right, just go ahead and don't bother of how others commenting on it. I was damn disappointed, irony exterior and fragile interior. Event is going to start in less than an hour, I haven't make myself well prepared to attend that dinner, because I'm not in the mood of participating the event. Hopefully, everything goes fine and everyone enjoy.

Nobody wants to be the meat in sandwiches, because it's hardly to breath. =)

17th of June

I don't know why I opened this blog tonight. TIRED - accompany my walk through the current life, working, class, assignment, business trip, and other unwanted matters. I missed the moment when everyone laugh together for a little small stuff. I missed you and I lost you, but I never controlled over you. I love being friend friend with friend friend. I love being cherished with the persons which we care each another. Life full of uncertainties, so I learnt to enjoy every single moment with every single people. I stressed by study and work; I stressed by the unknown; I stressed by myself and looked older and older, unlike a 21st guy. I love to spend the money own by myself, because that is what I work hard. I love to spend the money for purchasing some good items, for entertaining my beloved family members who are keep on supporting me behind. I love to spend the money for exploring food and beverage, because I want to enjoy the wow happiness for tasting it. I love to spend.. happiness on time instead of struggle. Therefore, I told myself, be what you wanted to be since you're still young and without burden. Haze attacked here, I felt so sad when I can't even see the Komtar Tower clearly. Hopefully it will turn fine in few days later. Result for second sem should coming out within two weeks time, quite nervous but useless, PASS or FAIL either one. College having a Bar Practical on past Friday, I drank mocktail, cocktail, white and red wine for free during working hours. I was thinking there's damn hard for getting such a good job that employee can consume alcoholic beverage during working hours. I appreciate the job.. I appreciate the college.. I appreciate the everything.. but I make bad sales after trying hard. =( relieveeeee..

Current Destination · GEORGETOWN, PENANG. Sweetest Home. =)

18th of February

ermm.. a little bit tension with new career, salesperson rawly. I hope March and April must have students, otherwise I don't know whether I able cross through the probation or not. LOLs.. Since the day I left PCGPS, those students keep on chatting with me on Facebook everyday and questioning me 'why you leave?', 'why you don't want teach us?', 'what kind of job are you doing?' and 'new computer teacher very fierce and we want you back!'. aiiks.. what should I do?! =S

Kwong Wah Daily Newspaper

The reporter used so bombastic words to describe me, Idol Teacher. LOLs.. I took it as a wonderful ending of my teaching life in school. Some students wanted my signature and some friends said I make them proud. By the way, I'm just do what should I do and never think of appearing in any news. Sometimes, I love to chat with them, because of simple and straight forward. It doesn't like adult can used very different channel of languages to send you a simple text with something hiding behind and let you feel annoyed. March is a devil month for me, exhibition at different places, submission of both assignments and also hitting the sales target. Friends are asking me why you don't want be computer teacher anymore and went to be Education Consultant like doing sales in Reliance College (Penang), it's more suffering than previous work. The main point for me, offer helping hands to those who worth to help, especially those who helped us before. Besides that, we must work with a good head who knows how to appreciate their staffs in order that they make us growth well and not press us down like I heard a story from my friend just now. She is a Marketing Consultant in college, when she hit the target, her head treating her very well and got whatever she applied. When there is low season and no sales, she received an e-mail which make her shocked. Famous company with double-sided head and semi-famous company with good head, which one you choose?! I chosen second one, certainly. I don't know how long I'll keep doing with this job, but I must try my best to do whatever I able to do. ermm.. I felt the sense of belonging sometimes, it likes my second home. LOLs.. When you love the job, everything not a problem and you don't like the job, even simple small thing, you will think it as big issue then make noise, mean you may find a new job and leave. I'm heading to Keat Hwa II, Alor Setar on next Wednesday, wish me luck! =)

Believe own senses, everything rights. =)

31st of January

January 2012 gone. I enjoyed this Chinese New Year better than last year, due to Chicken Pox. =) I went to so much places and met so much peoples but angpow not so much. =( I went to RED, Mois, Butterfly Farm, National Park, Toy Museum, Golden Screen Cinema and and and.. 

Yee Seng with friends at Sushi King, First Avenue

Ban

 Well, I left Penang Chinese Girls Primary School finally. I'm a ordinary human, there's cheating if I won't miss someone of them. I received an angpow from a student's mom, small card with signature and Kit-Kat from Australia brought from student on my last day. During these six months, like a honeymoon bonus for me. Although teaching isn't easy and tiring, but I like the way their smile, so pure and that's the reason I love to make them laugh. =D

Chan Chern & Ban

Cheah Liang & Ban

This school very less than ten male teachers. Chan Chern and Cheah Liang are unique teacher in school for me. Chan Chern teaches more than twenty years and he spent more than ten years in this school. Cheah Liang is the TIP-TOP sport teacher in school and I always remember 'I'll break your legs if not sit properly on chair!'. =D Few hours to go, I'm reporting to my new work with familiar environment, Reliance College (Penang) as Education Consultant. I don't know this is the good decision and way for me or not, but try better than just think and without action taken. From this moment onwards, no more '帅哥老师', no more 'Chor Ban老师',  'Ban Ban老师' and no more 'Handsome老师', only have 'Chor Ban'. My teaching journey quite fun, especially when I heard student said 'I Love You!' to me. HAHAHAHAHAAA! =D By the way, this is just the way they show how they like to attend my class and I felt so satisfaction with that. aiiks.. everything have a life cycle, no matter product or human life. I love my students and store it in my heart deeply. Start working with new job later, wish me luck! Sales come! Sales come! HENG ahhhhh! OMG ahhhhhh! HUAT ahhhhhhhh!  =)

BEST MOMENT · AUGUST 2011 - JANUARY 2012 @ PENANG CHINESE GIRLS PRIMARY SCHOOL. =D

16th of January

I went down to Kuala Lumpur last week with Biki, Ming Siang and Iris. The main event for that is celebrating Canice Choo's birthday, my sub event is purchasing clothes for coming Chinese New Year. I bought two bottles of Sticky, one for mine and another for grandparents, because they're sweet lover, even in car also have sweet. =)

CNY Look!

I almost bankrupt for shopping down there, luckily still have money for the days before CNY. =) What to say, I must grab something when I came back from there. LOLs.. I uploaded new profile picture on FB.

不再唱《月亮代表我的心》

Why is "不再唱《月亮代表我的心》" instead of "King of Gambler"?! Nobody knows. Actually it come from the lyrics "你问我爱你有多深… 我爱你有几分". The one who asking this question, he/she must love himself/herself then only qualified to question it. Students are attending my last computer class in my life from tomorrow onwards, therefore I downloaded some CNY's MV to entertain them. =) aiiks.. I left five days with them, my heart not made by rock, but this is the reality that I must leave them and continue my another journey. I don't know they will miss me or not, but I very sure that I must miss some of them and not everyone, especially those who never listening, making noise and ignoring my appearance. I'm waiting the offer letter from new job, please stay tuned for company and position. =S Deep Breath. Continue teaching for four days, enjoying holiday for nine days, teaching for one day again, holiday for one day again then start my new career with new company and the peoples that I familiar. =|

LIFE won't be UPSIDE DOWN without YOU! =D