29th of June

HATEFUL !! My mood was swing these few days. I done my assignment, have many guy wish I can help them and send answer to them. As a what I know, assignment should not be sharing with each other. Firstly, I'll harm them become more lazier. Second, I'll take the flame for burning myself, because once lecturer marks the answer are same, both of us will be straightly get zero mark. I'm trying to control myself to help them, but I'm still sent the answer that I did to them. It is dangerous and no benefit will be I get from that. Assignment, I done, also gone. Have a part of question, I never wrote down when I'm copying what from the white board last time when Anna Khor gave. When I arrived college that moment, someone was borrowed my assignment for a look, just found that. It was too late, because 2 o'clock already and exam will be start at 3 o'clock sharp. I just left it and submit. Don't try to think anymore on it, hope exam will help me get some marks to fill these mistakes. I done my notes 12 something just now, after print out, I straightly reach to college. What I read, I can memorize it as well as I can. So fast, 3 o'clock came, we all sat inside the Room 1 to attend our final of Malaysian Studies. When I open the paper, I was shock~!! I don't know how to ans the first question, how can I continue to do the second question?! Almost the setting of paper, the few of the front part is belong to easy one. I saw the paper, I think how I crazy to replay and replay what I was recorded when she's giving the key area. I can't accept the true, why she does like that?! A one hundred ringgit, bought Anna's moral integrity. I can say that, I replay it 5 times at least. She never seen the paper, why she still giving us the key area?! She can be likes Janny, doesn't give us straightly what. Have a guy, asked me to betray my conscience morning just now. I betrayed myself so many times, I can't continue it anymore. Some more, this is a big mistake. In case, I helped you, that's not only involve you and me will getting troubles, others will inconvenient. I'm so sorry, you've made me feel you aren't observing and obeying the school rules and regulations. Anyways, many things have happened these few days of course included today. It had made me, no mood to study anymore temporary. I'll be attend another exam tomorrow, that's Advance of Airline Ticketing, more and more calculation like subject of Account. No tips given. I don't know what I wrote until here, say a 'sorry~' to anyone who read.

Grey season in my heart, is still going on...

25th of June

I went to college this morning as usual again. While the class will be start on 10 o'clock, so I 9.30 something arrived there. Attended the last lesson for TAT 03 before to the mid-term exam. What has Janny gave, say truly I don't know how to settle it, always referring the previous exercise. I was so worrying, because during exam, what can I take into the class to refer?! Some more, Biki was face blacked early in the morning, I would like to ask what was happening with her, but I just quite and look towards her. In the end, I knew what problem she facing and settle down finally when we all came back from Hot Bowl. In the class, Biki, Lih Shyh, Jia Ming and me were not paying any attention in class, just chit-chat and playing at the back there. After the class finished, Jia Ming and Shue Mei got their marks from Anthony's hand. So, I also ask Anthony how many marks that I get, he said "NOT SO GOOD" these three words that I heard. What?! "NOT SO GOOD" = BAD exactly. so down~ I've tried my best to do for this subject, because I heard some senior was failed and retake it again. To reduce my worries, I took it as a challenge better than surrender. I paid concentration during his teaching, I spent a lot of my time on the assignment, I did notes for exam before, I did how much on it. In the end what I get is "NOT SO GOOD" from Anthony's speeches. I can't accept it fully, even 1% from this words. When I want to ask him future, the staffs from Hard Rock have came. He needed to chat with them and I've no choice, so go back to home. Marketing, I knew how many percent that I absorb, but should not be "NOT SO GOOD" what. It hurts. Hurt into my thinking badly. "NOT SO GOOD", cross over my bottom line. It made me so moodily. I would like to say a sorry here to those msn with me and I haven't reply anything just now. I'm sorry...

100% that you paid ≠ 100% rewards that you'll receive...

23rd of June

Past a month with my birthday already. I'm still remember 22nd of May, my classmate were celebrated with me in the college. The night of 23rd May, hang out with secondary friends. Anyways, thanks with anythings that you all did. I never make myself late again for today after bought the breakfast for my classmates. The Advance Airline Ticketing, what a subject like a Account. It always non-stop of counting and shifting the number. After that, we enjoyed our lunch at Thai Food. We returned to college for attend the Basic Airline Ticketing. So confusing with both Basic & Advance syllabus come together. It was because some of the syllabus will be crash. During the end of Basic Airline Ticketing, Janny said we all 053 so lazy, and influence Jia Ming who always sit together me. Continuously, she chat about the Degree course. She said the course for 2 years later from 20 thousands will raise to 28 thousands. Besides that, she also gave information that, if Penang branch Reliance College less than 15 intakes for Degree course, all the students have to move southwards to HQ=KL branch. I think, that's less percentage to have the Degree course at Penang branch, because I noticed this year that's only one student registration for Degree.

I'm always trying to make my life more meaningful~

22nd of June

The last batch of 054 students attended their first lesson today finally. Seen, 054 students are more than 053 students totally. If not mistaken that I counted, 054 has 19 students which consists of 10 gentlemen and 9 ladies. I think it has been the history of Penang branch Reliance College that gentlemen more than ladies. Whatever, as I observed today, that's 7 students with the last batch second intake. 6 gentlemen and 1 lady. Something wrong with the last batch intake men. 2 of them are same secondary school with me before, that's Heng Ee High School. Another 3 guys look something... I don't know how to explain so. The last gentleman, which look like so highly professional with technology, wearing a blue tooth, bring a PSP so on. The only one lady in last batch, she is straightly handling degree requirement to register herself. I noticed her files is red colour one, so that I asked her, I just know that she's wishing to finish her degree at Reliance College. Now, I can confirm and no more confuse about the degree course anymore. Actually, before to take a degree course, must finished the diploma course at first. So, she may be same class with me one day later. But, I still have to remind myself be study hard and smart always. The main requires of degree course is PASS all the diploma's subject without failure. I never make myself late this morning, so proud, hehes... Thanks for Jia Ming, Biki and Lih Shyh who came earlier to remind a seat for me. A new subject was going on today, it was Food Nutrition, Safety and Hygiene. The first sense for me with this subject is, have to attend science lesson again. It make me recall back who I did when I was secondary. When Form 4, I straightly told the teacher in front all my classmates, ' I'm sorry, I not so interested with Science, so that I won't care it '. What's going wrong with this ?! I'm a committee of Science & Mathematics Society at that time. Well, the next year, she comes and in-charge our society, some terrible is, I'm the Chairman at the same time. Ohh~ a guy who not interest with Science, not a Science stream student, not scored very well in Science & Mathematics, be a Chairman. Whatever, I've to handle it so, because I've no choice. What a bore lesson today. During lunch time, when we prepared going to the coffee shop which beside the Netcity cyber cafe, the sky started to fall the rain down. So unfortunately. We have to share the umbrella and walk to, because our stomach is warning us and turning red light and blue light (e~o~e~o~). We arrived there, it raining cats and dogs until we ate and finished everything. We walk back to college with umbrella again. ~.~''' All the lower part of our pant was wet~. Wish can using the elevator up to level 2, which Reliance College located and take a seat for rest. When I opened the Room 1 door, I SHOCK!! Why have a illegal beg is putting beside my file?! I knew that beg belong to who finally, that's the guy who brings their PSP one. He is quite BiGGER than me, of course Jia Ming is BiGGER than me so. aiiks~ I thin what, even a day I take in 5 meals, also can't be BiGGER one. I like the sandwich in the middle, and two of them like the bread beside me. I felt that I lack of oxygen, is so heavily to take a breath, so I ask those who sit at the back open the window to get in some fresh air, or else all of the student will be kok~ sauna inside the room. I wish to find out, which failure and murder didn't know how to switch on the air-cond. Simply press and change the mode become only FAN and without cool air supply. However, I can't stay inside anymore, so I went out of room 1 and reach to outside or library take a cool air. After I went out of the class, Jingle, Lih Shyh and Ai Ling are going out also. Few minutes later, I return to room 1, change a seat to sit beside Jingle because I won't like be a sandwich and find out what's going wrong with the air-cond also. Ohh~ let's me found out finally. All can enjoy the air-cond, of course the most happiest is belonging to me, because I don't need to kok~ sauna anymore.

Air-condition, how important in our real life~
Appreciate life~ Appreciate the usage of air-condition~

20th of June

Hang Ming found me yesterday night in msn. He wishes me can attend Heng Ee St.John Intergroup Competition 2009 today. So, I asked him to bring along his laptop and let me do assignment and fetch me to go there today morning. What I told to somebody is, if I'm FREE, I'll do a special presentation during closing ceremony prizes giving section. Well, I just say, they really pay a attention on what I saja said. Fine~ this is what can I do for St.John so. I don't know why, some software is looks like easy, but they even know to use. A Microsoft Power Point presentation, how easy to set up a presentation. aiiks~ after I graduated, no anymore is trying to do this presentation with a laptop and a projector. May be, different human being has different favourite what. I favourite is something connect with presentation and designation, so that's what I did just now. From morning not more than 11 o'clock, he came and fetched me go to. When we arrived, chatting~ chatting~ and chatting~with the matters happened recently. After that, I started my job there. I made a mistake with my presentation, there are the 'runner-up' and the '2nd runner-up' for the nursing cadet. Well~ is so xia shui. But, I knew where I did the problem is better than waiting others to remind me. Doing this presentation is always rushing, must wait them calculate the marks, and then straight go to closing and prizes giving section. While I got the results on my hands, left not more than 10 minutes to go for prizes giving section. That's so fortunately 'Daddy' sat besides me, and I ask him to delivery a more long speech to let me have a few time to settle it down. hiu~ settled down finally. During that section, all like crazy monkey and keep on shouting their team alphabet. I felt this atmosphere, how nice~ My products are not wasted finally, but always no body know to appreciate it. Whatever, what I always asking for is.. Standard. After this, my stomach started shouting for pain, it was because whole day I never take in any water and only have a small package of char mee hoon. aiiks~ have to wait them meeting so. Members dismissed about 5 o'clock, but I've to wait them for my lunch+dinner until 6.30pm nearly 7.oopm. hiu~ finally can feed my pity... stomach. I ordered a big hokkien mee and a apple asam juice. ahhhh~ ate so SOOOONG... Chee Xiang fetched me go home, but I asked he leaves me at the supermarket nearby my house. Bought lots. The most important is... all the things are useful for me. And then, I walked back with a short distance. I switched on my mail box, saw that 'Daddy' leaves me a comment on the wall. So, I quickly log in and see whether what he left for me. I saw, he would like to thank about my helping just now. A few hours later, Syh Kai sms for thanks so. I think, when 'Daddy' is there, I'll come back and visit, but after he retired?! No more I think...

tired~ but with a thank from anyone, all the things you did, will becomes more valuable...

18th of June

ahhhh~ my throat internal is bleeding. It cause by two days ago in a Malaysian Study class, which lecturer is the Ms. Anna Khor (a senior citizen). What she wear is LOW CUT (medium v), I also ignore she at first. During the break time, June told me about she wears like that, some more standing is always showing off her @#$% with the method is, put her both hands on the table. Oh, my god~ so, while I was boring and sitting there, I sms Wooi Lin who sits in front of lecturer with ' your place view is not bad...'. That time I would like to kacau her only. She replied me with the sms ' yea~ if not mistaken is something like skin colour. ' Wahhh~ I control my laugh voice and pass through my phone to other. I send again that ' your eyes not bad '. A few minutes later, I send one more again, that's 'may be she doesn't wear, so that eu saw such like the skin colour...'. hiu~ this time my laugh volume is becoming higher and higher, but I've to TAHAN~, because that time Anna Khor is in class and standing in front !! I TAHAN~, until now, my throat internal is bleeding. aiiks~ tomorrow Basic Airline Ticketing mid-term already, study nothing for today. Hope tomorrow I'll wake up earlier and reach to college, take the first and the last revive for this subject. I've gave up my 10 marks for the codes, so I need to pay more concentration on others part in this subject. My throat is still paining~

Those who taking the Basic Airline Ticketing students, wish you all GOOD LUCK and SUCCESSFUL in the mid-term paper on tomorrow~

14th of June

hiu~ is time to report myself at here again, hehes... Today, 12 o'clock wake up, thought that I don't need to attend what the Chinese traditional take 'angpao' ceremony. I lazy go to, because whole of my back was pain ~ ~ ~ besides that my foot also pain ~ ~ ~. Mum was called me and ask for preparation and go there myself about 12.01p.m. aiiks~ at the end also have to go. When I arrived, sit there do nothing, just watch television and waiting for 'angpao'. Ohhh~ the couple came finally, I let all the shorter than me one go and take first, because I baru tau that I so TALL. ahahas... after took the 'angpao', faster run away to go home. Outside is sooOOO HOT !! When I was back, faster rush into my room and enjoy my lovely air-cond. hiu~ is soooooOO SONG~ At the moment I switch air-cond, I also switch on my lovely PC so. Online a while, close my PC and take a nap to recharge my energy for my tonight relative's banquet appointment. What I worn I think Okkie already, but my parent say no nice that I wear . aiiks~ Okkie, fine, I change...

This is what I worn for my relative's banquet just now (this is what my parent recommended)...

The world is big, this couple can meet together and be husband and wife, so behh tahan, ahahas~

13th of June

Errrrr~ so tired !! Today about 12.30p.m. just wake up. June called me offline when 1.45am, because can use the last 15 minutes for 'beauty sleep'. Haiya~ but I 4 something just feel sleepy. After I wake up, ONLINE~ ONLINE~and ONLINE~searched something is not related with me now. Same time, chat with June while waiting to go for the campfire tonight. About 2.30p.m., felt hungry and lazy go out and buy lunch to eat, so I searched a maggie mee from drawer and cook for myself (sop~ sop~ sop~ ), finish it. Waiting~ Waiting~ and Waiting~ is time to go for Chung Ling campfire already. Prepare myself, go to shop buy Strepsils (Extra Strong), because I need to prevent have a sore throat for shouting and screaming whole night (learnt from last time in Bus Party, hehes..). After that, I reached to Greenland MacD there to refill my petrol. When I refulling petrol, Yuh Chang calls me, he needs my help to fetch him go to there and without a helmet. He said never mind, but finally I fetch him from Heng Ee High School to Chung Ling (hiu~ he also no wearing helmet....). Hopefully on the way, we never meet with any patrol police, or else.... I also don't know what will be happen so. Arrived there, Waiting~ Waiting~ and Waiting, besides that is drying myself in the Sun. Ohhhh~ can go in already, is sooooOO sien we all there. The atmosphere totally not the same with last time, not because of some new faces appear, is the people who lead and the camp area are so BAD. The first guy shouting there, is me again (hiu~ siennn nia...). Whatever, I reach to their beverage service counter buy a Nestle Drumstick to eat for reduce my HOT. After that go back my area and put my ass on my seat, SHOUT !! Go back again the counter, buy beverages, I bought 1 cup of mango juice (toooOO sweet) and grape juice (tastelesS), just cost RM0.50 each. SHOUT again and go to counter again, but same beverages again (I've no choice, because I never bring my water go to...). So far, I saw so much performances from other school, still have SURAU break-time !! When the Malays are SURAU opposite, we all have to STOP all the music and cannot make noise. So unlucky don't know which school is on performing their item and suddenly STOP the music (is sooOOO black head~). oh yea~ is time for our school team perform, is nice and perfect, the other schools also can't fight totally (I'm blamelesS, because I just said the truth~). While they are free dancing in field, I take a small break, that's not equal I was OLD. I saw other school playing train attack, I think back a few that I did before in campfire. A very funny thing that I noticed is, I saw a guy pant be slack while playing that (ahahahas~). Oh~ the happiest time always pass very soon, is time for closing ceremony=is time to get trophy. Our school special in ' people mountain people sea ', every time no wonder which outdoor activities, always our school is the most people join to. The Best Attendance was holding in our hands, but the Best Performance we didn't get it. Anyways, the organizer team can't let us get all the trophy what, so I aim we can get the Overall Champion. So expected, we got it. YEAH !! All screaming like kena mental disease and just came out from the hospital. Finally we won The Best Attendance and The Overall Champion. Including this year, our school was holding the Overall Champion 3 years already. Hope this spirit will be continue~~~ When I returned home, aiiks... my back side, knee cap were extrasated blood, and my foot was turned red. Tomorrow whole day have to attend this and that, don't know my body can affort or not. aiiks~

The taller trophy is higher than my height a bit~
I've to senget myself, because they all are shorter than me and my hair so kelam-kabut after jump here and there, hehes...

Wish Heng Ee St.John's spirit is going on...

12nd of June

Ohhh~ today morning I was late again. Nearly 9 o'clock in the morning just wake up. hiu~ faster brush my teeth and take a shower sin~ (shaaaaa...). I measure that I cleaned, just went to college. See my headset, it was 9.30am !! ahhhhh~ still need reach to Mamak's Stall help Biki and Lilian buy Nasi Lemak and Janny to buy curry puff. My time was rushed, piu~ again, crossed over a traffic light (fortunatly no blocking, ahahas....). Hoooo~ is so fast I come to the Mamak's stall. I saw the puff, so various type, got prawn, sardin and one more forget jOr. aiiks~ so many choices, don't know want pick which one for Janny tim. So, I bought one of sardin and another one is that I forgot jOr, because I think that Janny is not suitable to eat prawn. Okkie, I piu~ to college after I bought that. When I arrived, I saw Edward hasn't go in to class yet (I so happy, because have people accompany me late, hehes...). I faster follow his back and go in to class. Wahhh~ luckily Janny hasn't started her class yet, or else in half way I go in, sure many eyes look at me. I quickly sit down, see the clock on the wall, it was 9.40am, late 10 minutes already. Sat down and listening Janny is blar blar-ing and doing exercises (actually I very dislike this subject, some more always doing exercise only...). Ohhh~ is so FAST and so GOOD, is break time !! I go and get my curry puff that I bought just now and eat (quite nice and cheap). During the break time, we get our 053 July and August schedule. July schedule is same as this month, FULL~ ! August, finally can relaxxxxx a bit. Hiu~ fortunately. Ohhh~ return to class sin. oh yea~ forget to send sms to my friends for tonight function, fast 'tink~ tiak~ tink~ tiak~' and send out. Yeah~ this lecture finished finally. Suddenly feel so high when the class finished. piu~ faster leave the college. On the way, thinking want straightly go home or go to Wisma St.John see my friends. In the last turn into my house, I called Ghee Yang, and ask where are they now (fortunately I've wear blue tooth, or else my phone is so BiG want put inside or take down my helmet). Hoohoo~ I decided go to there and meet them. piu~ arrived. I saw all the 'children' is training. When I arrived, all so surprise. Of course is unexpectedly I suddenly appear and my hair also. Whatever, when I near them, I've a little bit feel of fainting, because they half day training, body was FULL of sweat, is sooooOO smelly. Anyways, I tahaaaaan until I think 3 o'clock I want to go home take a break. Suddenly, Ghee Yang 2.30pm called me that he needs my help to fetch him go to tuition. Okkie~ while today my mood is Shining day, so I promise him. The clock is tik~ tok~ tik~ tok~again, the time is so low. While waiting, I found my headset was KENA virus. That's why every time I would like to send message is damn damn damn @#$%. So, I using this time to format my headset. aiiks~ formatted headset, need to setting all the programme again, the messages and my contact numbers was lost. Anyways, let go ahead and set. Set ring tones, background, screen saver and the most terrible is my blue tooth. Wahhh~ fortunatly I'm still remember how to set it, or else must pick it to mobile phone shop waste money. oh yea~ is time to fetch Ghee Yang already. hiu~ what a hot day?! Want melt myself if expose more 10 minutes under the sunlight. While waiting he comes down, I stand another place, today I just know that, the sky will drop 'sand' one !! Where the place I'm standing, have a lots of sands flow down. errrrrrrrr~ which bitch up there so stupiak, drop the sands down on my body. Ghee Yang came finally, I piu~ to his tuition centre. After that, I went back to home and ate some durians again. So, did the same thing again, switch on my lover LCD, search something and take a nap~ zzzzzZZ~ I wake up, when Chun Boon has arrived (Ohhh~ my face is damn sleepy... ). Anyways, we chat and waiting Ph'ng Pin comes to my here and reach to night market that near by Heng Ee High School. tik~ tok~ tik~ tok~again, we met him and reach to. Wahhh~ people mountain people see, same case that I face every time is I'm wearing slipper and stepped by some one. I ate so many foods over there, Uncle Bob, sushi, char mee hoon and etc. Made me so FULL~ They wish to go Cyber Cafe, that's not suitable to me, because I dislike the atmosphere there and the most important is I dislike play game and I can dizzy when I'm playing the Counter-Strike or something 3D game. ~~DismisS~~ Ph'ng Pin and I went back, Koon Yong, Song Liang and Chun Boon straightly went to what SKY Cyber Cafe. Ohhh~ is sooooOOO tired... whole day piu~ing here and there...

wish my friend who wants to go for National Service this 17th of June, take care~

11st of June

Took the final of Marketing paper yesterday evening, some of that questions, I don't know how to ans it. aiiiks.... even essay, 20 marks each, I lost. (heart bleeding...) Back to home, is so tired, same matter I did every time when I back from college is S-L-E-E-P !! Just sleep for a while, after that started to study Management for today exam just now. A whole night, I just can memorize one out of twenty questions. WHAT THE H*LL !! It caused I whole night can't sleep welly. aiiks... Have a planning to absent today with doing a fake Medical Certificate. (shhh... I learnt PS what, edit only, a piece of blueberry ice-cream cake~ hohoho... ) Finally, I didn't do that. Thus, today early morning I still have to wake up, because I must to attend Janny's class, that's Ticketing, the subject I dislike. Fine~ while she is teaching, I get my time to study MANAGEMENT !! Study~ study~ and study~ still can't memorize. The time, tik tok tik tok pass so fast~ is time to sit my final paper of Management already. So stress~ It because of I stress, what I memorize, can't recall back at that time. errrr~ sitting on my chair, finger is playing pen, and my brain is processing !! BUT, also can't remember what I studied just now in library. My face blackly and walk out the classroom, Anthony asked me "Finish~ ?!", and I ans "NO~ !". After that, I left college quickly. So unfortunately, go to ground floor, met tiOk that what siaO minG (quite FAT~ face is rounded), she SMiLiNG and asked me know how to do or not. That time my face turned very black already, still keep on asking me that stupid question, YOU STUPIDkah~ ?! Never mind, I learnt the KUNG FU of Tahaaaaan~~~, so I replied I don't know how to do that, and then I took my bike and fast fast piu~ away from this HORRiBLE area !! I went to Lee Ling's house to get back my thumb drive, he said I changed a lots. That he said I changed is... OLD jOr !! ahhhhhh~ I was so sad with my Management paper already, some more added this case, what the date is it ?! A BAD BAD DAY !! Chatting msn with Lilian, I told her this happen, she also said I OLD !! WHAT WHAT WHAT~ !! Okkie, I OLD~ an Uncle~ Actually I also don't want to get this what, is because I can't sleep early and must wake up early to attend lecture, so that's why I like that jOr. Attached a recently PHOTO, please rate on that, ' AM I LOOK OLD?! '. ahahas...


HOPE my everydays is SHiNiNG days~

9th of June

Much of confusing these few day. Firstly, is exam. I wasted a FULL DAY from early morning until late night to do all 3 subjects final tips. Some of them have search, some of them don't search anything then waiting my tips send to them. My mind is asking me, should I do that? 50% is send, because we're classmate and same as a friend, another 50% is don't send, because this way will harm them, making them more lazy and next time waiting for me to do, after that send to them. May be they're thinking I was too nice, so they never think that what I caring on. When they needed me, treat me friendly, at the back of the situation, saying me badly. I was so pressure with this. Next question is, degree really just needed ALL diploma subjects passed? I think no so, what Janny told me at the first, I was questioning myself am I listening wrongly? Then how about the GPA? I searched some forum today, those graduated senior said what GPA B+=3.30 just can go in U. Oh, what is going on? 3.30, errrrr~ so which one should I can believe that between a blur blur student consultant or the forum wrote by a senior. Today just finished my whole syllabus and exam for the Food and Beverage Service. hiu~ finally done this subject, it was I totally no interested with it. Some more what the Airline also same same. aiiks~ these few weeks so many unhappily matter happened. Tomorrow is the final of Marketing already, wish I'm GOOD LUCK and also my classmates. It was surprising that the highest just 62 marks in this paper during mid-term. Whatever, just do it as how you can.

Don't treat other people nicely and treat badly yourself,
it was unhealthy ones...