27th of July

A short trip of 5 days Outdoor Leadership Development Programme organized by Reliance College finished finally. Early morning about 915am of 23rd, I arrived the bus terminal at Sungai Nibong and waiting for the 10 o'clock bus to straight South down to Puduraya at Kuala Lumpur. Before the day we go, Yuen Kay was sicked actually, but she has no choice to excuse herself, because this trip is 50% marks assignment of the total Management subject. About 2 somethings near 3 o'clock, we've arrived Puduraya and met the guy who will bring us go to YMCA. OH MY GOD!! What the guy did!! Boon Siong never called for taxi and asking us for the LRT and then change to monorail. He wants to save his own cost because a taxi can carry maximum 4 guys. 053 was 11 guys + Shaun=12 guys. 12/4=3 taxi and he has to pay for a taxi to carry only himself. So selfish and brainless. We come from Penang Island, leave our hometown for a 5 days and not 3 days, so that our luggage is larger and larger of course. All of us, bringing our luggage and walk a quite long stair and road. This is so BAD~ ! After check-in to YMCA, I noticed my right hand which used for carrying my luggage just now was inflamed. Seen Yuen Kay in fever, so she stay in the room and we go to Berjaya Times Square for making a survey and decided SHOP during Sunday night when we return from Pahang to Kuala Lumpur. While we're window shop, Biki was stopped beside a watch stall and we all also return back to find her and eyes enjoying the watch also. Biki started want to buy, follow by Lih Shyh, me and Wooi Lin. 4 of us bought 5 watches and another one is for Yuen Kay and Wen Han not going to join us buy one. We got the 10% discount from that stall. wahhh~ so happy with my new watch. **** SHiNiNG **** We go back by monorail from Imbi to KL Central. We've to awake early morning when the sun isn't awake. That's 5 o'clock and the bus will leave from YMCA at 6.30am and arrive to KL branch Reliance College with wearing our colour T-shirt, for mine one is Blue, group 2. I've forget what time we arrived the Pekam Plantation Resort, but I know it was late to be there according the master schedule. We arrived and walk a quite long distance to the hall with carrying our larger luggage to there, my hand KENA again. aiiks~ when group with members, nothing want to say. When they're choosing team leader, I just saying this and that. Our assistance Hui Mein from Johor Bahru said don't be every time is KL student do leader only, try to be shifting. She also wants to help up her our branch actually. This is usual sense. I've been chosen as the leader for the second day. I think out a slogan for my team, that's ' GO! GO! GO! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! WE GO! WE FIGHT! WE WIN! ' so positive and easy to remember. About the first day, I'm just coordination what my leader want to do, but I don't know what she wants to do. In the night, we went for a Jungle Walk. We cannot bringing our torch light into the jungle and that's no moonlight can support us. Before we walk-in, they keep away our torchlight and no torchlight we can use when we're walking. What the facilitator said, we have to come out by A CANDLE. What's?! When that's no light, nothing we can see. But we went out safety finally. Second day, is the day for me show how I lead a team. Lead a team, a piece of cake for me. BUT!! Nicholas born 1988 and I'm 1991, he so impulsion. When we're chatting and discussing about the drama, he is quietly and sitting there at morning 6 o'clock. We finalize the drama, he says have to change this and that suddenly. I've some HOT, I leave there a moment and say nothing. What he wants to do, I leave this task for him and follow what he said. I bited by somethings during I climb on the soils and glasses. I dislike this activity, because it'll make dirt on my clothes and body. aiiks~ have to do also, because I was the leader of the day what. I've no energy to write already. Continues another day...

Blue 2, kEEP iN tOUCh~

22nd of July

Early of yesterday morning, went to Adecco there for an interview. Success the interview, got a Data Entry job, but not so happy. Firstly, I planned have a meet for HFH group after the exam, so now MUST to shift it earlier before my exam. It was because I've to attend a short training at 4 pm sharp. Secondly, lastly and mainly, my heart feel so repel, may be I never prepared for work. After the interview, I left there and reach to B.Jambul Complex windows shop and I bought 2 pairs of socks. I enough socks already, still buy it for what~ ?! After that, I went to the MacDonald have a lunch and gets home. When I was online, I got the news from somebody, one or two of my HFH discussion group was said that they don't need to do one, because I've done it earlier. Sure, no one is great and cannot be mad. Morning just now, I noticed Ai Ling was set her PM as no class today, I thought that whole of 054 have to attend a lecture, but the ans is NO. That's only for the last batch of second intakes. Felt so regret with those who so especially came to college to have a short meeting. Fine, I taught them how to do an assignment my heart was not enduring and said not feeling so well in my heart when some one of this group said that. I don't want to know who is he/she. I just want to say it out, because that's so unfair for a person do all the research. Not more than 30 minutes, dismissed. I continues do my preparation for the mid-term of Accounting. After the exam, we went to the office for a short training and practical. Just a simply task have to do. Check the cheques and key-in the amount of cheques. Day past day, have to go for Outdoor Leadership Training tomorrow. Wish all of us have a sweet journey and no blogging these few day until the day I return back to Penang Island.

Wish 053 having a sweet journey~

19th of July

It has been a long period that I never update my blog here. Every morning when I wake up, walk to the living room's windows, and look forwards to the building of Komtar. I noticed the haze has been in a serious situation recently. I can't saw clearly the building just now, I shocked. I dislike this kind of atmosphere, the quality of the fresh air was dropped downwards. I past my life with steam-ing these few weeks, because the schedule was FULL and I've nothing to learn up so. Something that not related with me, I joined also. Such likes, the Flag Day of St.John Ambulance, I went back my secondary school and helped them to organize and plan this and that. I spent my 2 days of weekend on it. About others, I forgot already. Well~ Biki's birthday today, after the final of Basic Arline Ticketing, we went to Gurney Plaza, dine in a restaurant. The atmosphere is good, but not a prefect ten. About the exam for today, I don't know how to ans many questions. Ohhh~ recalled some of Lih Shyh's birthday memories also. That day, I think is a full day lecture if not mistaken, after that we went to Redbox k~. I'm still remember the last part before all of us dismiss. It was so crazy. I'm always remember myself, I was 18 years old now, should be more mature and no more crazy. That night, we were high inside the cabin, some more I screamed when singing that song. The most important is, the guy who births on today, should be happy. Koon Yong has sms me just now. He said he is so angry because from he went to National Service until now, he never received any message from me. It so sad, because after he went, I'm busying with my personal and college life. I neglected him and my secondary friends. He sent this kind of message, made me so ... . Another message from Chun Boon, he invited me go out at 12 midnight, I also excused myself. He said, have a long time we never go out midnight. I'm still remember what we did during secondary Friday or Saturday or both night. He, Siew Ming and I went out, until 3 or 4 midnight just return home. Where we went?! Of course is take the charcoals, snacks and some beverages went to the small beach that opposite the Tropical Fruit Farm and between the Batu Ferringhi and Teluk Bahang. Went there looking the stars, hearing song with my small handset speakers, and chit-chat enjoying there. There is dark, so we always bring the charcoal and burning there, such like a small camp fire. ~.~''' After that, we will go to another place for a small supper, mostly we always go is Gurney Drive, because straight down from there. Or else, we'll go to the famous midnight food stall. aiiks~ how romance is it to see the stars are clearly on the beach with the charcoal. These memories, I'll remember it forever...

Wishing Biki Happy Birthday~
Friends, I've never forget you all...

29th of June

HATEFUL !! My mood was swing these few days. I done my assignment, have many guy wish I can help them and send answer to them. As a what I know, assignment should not be sharing with each other. Firstly, I'll harm them become more lazier. Second, I'll take the flame for burning myself, because once lecturer marks the answer are same, both of us will be straightly get zero mark. I'm trying to control myself to help them, but I'm still sent the answer that I did to them. It is dangerous and no benefit will be I get from that. Assignment, I done, also gone. Have a part of question, I never wrote down when I'm copying what from the white board last time when Anna Khor gave. When I arrived college that moment, someone was borrowed my assignment for a look, just found that. It was too late, because 2 o'clock already and exam will be start at 3 o'clock sharp. I just left it and submit. Don't try to think anymore on it, hope exam will help me get some marks to fill these mistakes. I done my notes 12 something just now, after print out, I straightly reach to college. What I read, I can memorize it as well as I can. So fast, 3 o'clock came, we all sat inside the Room 1 to attend our final of Malaysian Studies. When I open the paper, I was shock~!! I don't know how to ans the first question, how can I continue to do the second question?! Almost the setting of paper, the few of the front part is belong to easy one. I saw the paper, I think how I crazy to replay and replay what I was recorded when she's giving the key area. I can't accept the true, why she does like that?! A one hundred ringgit, bought Anna's moral integrity. I can say that, I replay it 5 times at least. She never seen the paper, why she still giving us the key area?! She can be likes Janny, doesn't give us straightly what. Have a guy, asked me to betray my conscience morning just now. I betrayed myself so many times, I can't continue it anymore. Some more, this is a big mistake. In case, I helped you, that's not only involve you and me will getting troubles, others will inconvenient. I'm so sorry, you've made me feel you aren't observing and obeying the school rules and regulations. Anyways, many things have happened these few days of course included today. It had made me, no mood to study anymore temporary. I'll be attend another exam tomorrow, that's Advance of Airline Ticketing, more and more calculation like subject of Account. No tips given. I don't know what I wrote until here, say a 'sorry~' to anyone who read.

Grey season in my heart, is still going on...

25th of June

I went to college this morning as usual again. While the class will be start on 10 o'clock, so I 9.30 something arrived there. Attended the last lesson for TAT 03 before to the mid-term exam. What has Janny gave, say truly I don't know how to settle it, always referring the previous exercise. I was so worrying, because during exam, what can I take into the class to refer?! Some more, Biki was face blacked early in the morning, I would like to ask what was happening with her, but I just quite and look towards her. In the end, I knew what problem she facing and settle down finally when we all came back from Hot Bowl. In the class, Biki, Lih Shyh, Jia Ming and me were not paying any attention in class, just chit-chat and playing at the back there. After the class finished, Jia Ming and Shue Mei got their marks from Anthony's hand. So, I also ask Anthony how many marks that I get, he said "NOT SO GOOD" these three words that I heard. What?! "NOT SO GOOD" = BAD exactly. so down~ I've tried my best to do for this subject, because I heard some senior was failed and retake it again. To reduce my worries, I took it as a challenge better than surrender. I paid concentration during his teaching, I spent a lot of my time on the assignment, I did notes for exam before, I did how much on it. In the end what I get is "NOT SO GOOD" from Anthony's speeches. I can't accept it fully, even 1% from this words. When I want to ask him future, the staffs from Hard Rock have came. He needed to chat with them and I've no choice, so go back to home. Marketing, I knew how many percent that I absorb, but should not be "NOT SO GOOD" what. It hurts. Hurt into my thinking badly. "NOT SO GOOD", cross over my bottom line. It made me so moodily. I would like to say a sorry here to those msn with me and I haven't reply anything just now. I'm sorry...

100% that you paid ≠ 100% rewards that you'll receive...

23rd of June

Past a month with my birthday already. I'm still remember 22nd of May, my classmate were celebrated with me in the college. The night of 23rd May, hang out with secondary friends. Anyways, thanks with anythings that you all did. I never make myself late again for today after bought the breakfast for my classmates. The Advance Airline Ticketing, what a subject like a Account. It always non-stop of counting and shifting the number. After that, we enjoyed our lunch at Thai Food. We returned to college for attend the Basic Airline Ticketing. So confusing with both Basic & Advance syllabus come together. It was because some of the syllabus will be crash. During the end of Basic Airline Ticketing, Janny said we all 053 so lazy, and influence Jia Ming who always sit together me. Continuously, she chat about the Degree course. She said the course for 2 years later from 20 thousands will raise to 28 thousands. Besides that, she also gave information that, if Penang branch Reliance College less than 15 intakes for Degree course, all the students have to move southwards to HQ=KL branch. I think, that's less percentage to have the Degree course at Penang branch, because I noticed this year that's only one student registration for Degree.

I'm always trying to make my life more meaningful~

22nd of June

The last batch of 054 students attended their first lesson today finally. Seen, 054 students are more than 053 students totally. If not mistaken that I counted, 054 has 19 students which consists of 10 gentlemen and 9 ladies. I think it has been the history of Penang branch Reliance College that gentlemen more than ladies. Whatever, as I observed today, that's 7 students with the last batch second intake. 6 gentlemen and 1 lady. Something wrong with the last batch intake men. 2 of them are same secondary school with me before, that's Heng Ee High School. Another 3 guys look something... I don't know how to explain so. The last gentleman, which look like so highly professional with technology, wearing a blue tooth, bring a PSP so on. The only one lady in last batch, she is straightly handling degree requirement to register herself. I noticed her files is red colour one, so that I asked her, I just know that she's wishing to finish her degree at Reliance College. Now, I can confirm and no more confuse about the degree course anymore. Actually, before to take a degree course, must finished the diploma course at first. So, she may be same class with me one day later. But, I still have to remind myself be study hard and smart always. The main requires of degree course is PASS all the diploma's subject without failure. I never make myself late this morning, so proud, hehes... Thanks for Jia Ming, Biki and Lih Shyh who came earlier to remind a seat for me. A new subject was going on today, it was Food Nutrition, Safety and Hygiene. The first sense for me with this subject is, have to attend science lesson again. It make me recall back who I did when I was secondary. When Form 4, I straightly told the teacher in front all my classmates, ' I'm sorry, I not so interested with Science, so that I won't care it '. What's going wrong with this ?! I'm a committee of Science & Mathematics Society at that time. Well, the next year, she comes and in-charge our society, some terrible is, I'm the Chairman at the same time. Ohh~ a guy who not interest with Science, not a Science stream student, not scored very well in Science & Mathematics, be a Chairman. Whatever, I've to handle it so, because I've no choice. What a bore lesson today. During lunch time, when we prepared going to the coffee shop which beside the Netcity cyber cafe, the sky started to fall the rain down. So unfortunately. We have to share the umbrella and walk to, because our stomach is warning us and turning red light and blue light (e~o~e~o~). We arrived there, it raining cats and dogs until we ate and finished everything. We walk back to college with umbrella again. ~.~''' All the lower part of our pant was wet~. Wish can using the elevator up to level 2, which Reliance College located and take a seat for rest. When I opened the Room 1 door, I SHOCK!! Why have a illegal beg is putting beside my file?! I knew that beg belong to who finally, that's the guy who brings their PSP one. He is quite BiGGER than me, of course Jia Ming is BiGGER than me so. aiiks~ I thin what, even a day I take in 5 meals, also can't be BiGGER one. I like the sandwich in the middle, and two of them like the bread beside me. I felt that I lack of oxygen, is so heavily to take a breath, so I ask those who sit at the back open the window to get in some fresh air, or else all of the student will be kok~ sauna inside the room. I wish to find out, which failure and murder didn't know how to switch on the air-cond. Simply press and change the mode become only FAN and without cool air supply. However, I can't stay inside anymore, so I went out of room 1 and reach to outside or library take a cool air. After I went out of the class, Jingle, Lih Shyh and Ai Ling are going out also. Few minutes later, I return to room 1, change a seat to sit beside Jingle because I won't like be a sandwich and find out what's going wrong with the air-cond also. Ohh~ let's me found out finally. All can enjoy the air-cond, of course the most happiest is belonging to me, because I don't need to kok~ sauna anymore.

Air-condition, how important in our real life~
Appreciate life~ Appreciate the usage of air-condition~

20th of June

Hang Ming found me yesterday night in msn. He wishes me can attend Heng Ee St.John Intergroup Competition 2009 today. So, I asked him to bring along his laptop and let me do assignment and fetch me to go there today morning. What I told to somebody is, if I'm FREE, I'll do a special presentation during closing ceremony prizes giving section. Well, I just say, they really pay a attention on what I saja said. Fine~ this is what can I do for St.John so. I don't know why, some software is looks like easy, but they even know to use. A Microsoft Power Point presentation, how easy to set up a presentation. aiiks~ after I graduated, no anymore is trying to do this presentation with a laptop and a projector. May be, different human being has different favourite what. I favourite is something connect with presentation and designation, so that's what I did just now. From morning not more than 11 o'clock, he came and fetched me go to. When we arrived, chatting~ chatting~ and chatting~with the matters happened recently. After that, I started my job there. I made a mistake with my presentation, there are the 'runner-up' and the '2nd runner-up' for the nursing cadet. Well~ is so xia shui. But, I knew where I did the problem is better than waiting others to remind me. Doing this presentation is always rushing, must wait them calculate the marks, and then straight go to closing and prizes giving section. While I got the results on my hands, left not more than 10 minutes to go for prizes giving section. That's so fortunately 'Daddy' sat besides me, and I ask him to delivery a more long speech to let me have a few time to settle it down. hiu~ settled down finally. During that section, all like crazy monkey and keep on shouting their team alphabet. I felt this atmosphere, how nice~ My products are not wasted finally, but always no body know to appreciate it. Whatever, what I always asking for is.. Standard. After this, my stomach started shouting for pain, it was because whole day I never take in any water and only have a small package of char mee hoon. aiiks~ have to wait them meeting so. Members dismissed about 5 o'clock, but I've to wait them for my lunch+dinner until 6.30pm nearly 7.oopm. hiu~ finally can feed my pity... stomach. I ordered a big hokkien mee and a apple asam juice. ahhhh~ ate so SOOOONG... Chee Xiang fetched me go home, but I asked he leaves me at the supermarket nearby my house. Bought lots. The most important is... all the things are useful for me. And then, I walked back with a short distance. I switched on my mail box, saw that 'Daddy' leaves me a comment on the wall. So, I quickly log in and see whether what he left for me. I saw, he would like to thank about my helping just now. A few hours later, Syh Kai sms for thanks so. I think, when 'Daddy' is there, I'll come back and visit, but after he retired?! No more I think...

tired~ but with a thank from anyone, all the things you did, will becomes more valuable...

18th of June

ahhhh~ my throat internal is bleeding. It cause by two days ago in a Malaysian Study class, which lecturer is the Ms. Anna Khor (a senior citizen). What she wear is LOW CUT (medium v), I also ignore she at first. During the break time, June told me about she wears like that, some more standing is always showing off her @#$% with the method is, put her both hands on the table. Oh, my god~ so, while I was boring and sitting there, I sms Wooi Lin who sits in front of lecturer with ' your place view is not bad...'. That time I would like to kacau her only. She replied me with the sms ' yea~ if not mistaken is something like skin colour. ' Wahhh~ I control my laugh voice and pass through my phone to other. I send again that ' your eyes not bad '. A few minutes later, I send one more again, that's 'may be she doesn't wear, so that eu saw such like the skin colour...'. hiu~ this time my laugh volume is becoming higher and higher, but I've to TAHAN~, because that time Anna Khor is in class and standing in front !! I TAHAN~, until now, my throat internal is bleeding. aiiks~ tomorrow Basic Airline Ticketing mid-term already, study nothing for today. Hope tomorrow I'll wake up earlier and reach to college, take the first and the last revive for this subject. I've gave up my 10 marks for the codes, so I need to pay more concentration on others part in this subject. My throat is still paining~

Those who taking the Basic Airline Ticketing students, wish you all GOOD LUCK and SUCCESSFUL in the mid-term paper on tomorrow~

14th of June

hiu~ is time to report myself at here again, hehes... Today, 12 o'clock wake up, thought that I don't need to attend what the Chinese traditional take 'angpao' ceremony. I lazy go to, because whole of my back was pain ~ ~ ~ besides that my foot also pain ~ ~ ~. Mum was called me and ask for preparation and go there myself about 12.01p.m. aiiks~ at the end also have to go. When I arrived, sit there do nothing, just watch television and waiting for 'angpao'. Ohhh~ the couple came finally, I let all the shorter than me one go and take first, because I baru tau that I so TALL. ahahas... after took the 'angpao', faster run away to go home. Outside is sooOOO HOT !! When I was back, faster rush into my room and enjoy my lovely air-cond. hiu~ is soooooOO SONG~ At the moment I switch air-cond, I also switch on my lovely PC so. Online a while, close my PC and take a nap to recharge my energy for my tonight relative's banquet appointment. What I worn I think Okkie already, but my parent say no nice that I wear . aiiks~ Okkie, fine, I change...

This is what I worn for my relative's banquet just now (this is what my parent recommended)...

The world is big, this couple can meet together and be husband and wife, so behh tahan, ahahas~